Last year kan, i didn't bother pun nk check my surgery result. Tak tahu kenapa. Fariez rasa macam biar jela, nanti tengok.Seriously, i'm not excited at all masa tahu the result was already out.I was at home, tgk cerita Adamaya, the last episode to be exact.
Baru tengok cerita tu 5 mins or so, Sarah came, (yeah, masa tu Sarah is still my housemate n she's single ;P ) Then she bitau "Fariez awak da tengok result?" and i said no, not yet. then she continue " awak Fariez fail paper surgery" and i was like. "ouh really?" at that moment i was plainly blur, seriously Fariez tak tahu how to react. i was digesting the feeling kot masa tu.Macam "eh, rasa apa ni eh?"
through my entire life kan,paling teruk result C untuk sejarah.Lepas tu start masuk University ada la C for some subjeks (i cant barely remember what subjek) Thank God, i never fail any paper. Masa sekolah dulu kan,Add Maths fariez paling teruk B- itu pun da nangis macam orang gila.(annoying kan) (masa sekolah la) Masa tu Fariez siap gaduh ngn Nani bcause dua-dua orang cakap, tak dapat jawab but finally when the result was out, she got highest and i got B something. lol.okie that's tiotally another story.
Mind u,this time when i was fail for real,i wasnt crying.i wasnt crying like i used to !! not even a single tear coming out.pergh. tough kan Fariez! hahaha.Tak caya tanya sarah.oh ya, teringat balik, lepas Sarah bitau result fariez, i thanked her for the info, then she just went to her bilik.just like that! To be honest, that's hurting me like really. I thought that i deserved a hug from her.No?
Malam tu semua orang ada dekat rumah,tapi kan semua orang pun said nothing to me. Ala, macam selalu kita cakap dekat kawan-kawan kita, like " be tough eh," "sabar ini hanya dugaan" "this one got hikmah or something" U know that kind of soothing words.But none of them do that! Memang la Fariez macam tak nmpak sedeh, buat macam takde pape, tapi masa tu Fariez macam desperate gila comforting words.
Sampai la esoknya, Tkay cakap, Kak Fariez tak la sedeh sangat. Semua orang pun result teruk. 60, 61, 62. termasuk la housemates Fariez.Result Kak Fariez pun 59. (patutla my housemates said nothing to me, sebabnya, die orang pun tengah sedih gila-gila dengan result diorang) Result Fariez masa tu 59.i hate to say this, but i'm gonna said it anyway. I just need another freaking one mark to get lulus! Masa tu Fariez baru tahu yang Fariez punya markah 59. 59 kalau dekat university laen da kira fail ke??
Hari ni result da keluar, semua yang da lepas tu, jadi kenangan dan panduan. I'm glad that i'm not breaking down, dan berjaya maintain my positivity sampai hari repeat paper.Fariez tahu ada reasons untuk semua ni, untuk buat Fariez lebih kuat! :') Hari repeat tu paling tough sebenarnya, sebab Osce surgery sama hari dengan OSce Obs n Gyne,Osce pulak dah tukar format dengan long case. written paper pulak berderet dengan Written Obs n Gyne, dengan Peads, dengan Surgery paper in between.Ini First time Fariez study gila-gila dan tak tidur malam 2 hari.
but it worth it! Puas kot, bila result keluar.
untuk student yang repeat this year, seriously, dont ever ever loss your positivity! Keep it all the way sampai repeat paper nanti. Tak penting pun siapa kita di hari sebelum-sebelum ni, pelajar cemerlang ke, straight A1 Spm ke, failure student ke, asyik kena repeat paper ke. Seriously, it doesn't matter pun.So what is matters? Who we are today matters. :)
Believe that we are stronger in heart to be choosen by Allah to face this, and perhap we are going to become even stronger when we handle it positively.
klik samsung corby (kalau berminat je klik taw)
Baru tengok cerita tu 5 mins or so, Sarah came, (yeah, masa tu Sarah is still my housemate n she's single ;P ) Then she bitau "Fariez awak da tengok result?" and i said no, not yet. then she continue " awak Fariez fail paper surgery" and i was like. "ouh really?" at that moment i was plainly blur, seriously Fariez tak tahu how to react. i was digesting the feeling kot masa tu.Macam "eh, rasa apa ni eh?"
through my entire life kan,paling teruk result C untuk sejarah.Lepas tu start masuk University ada la C for some subjeks (i cant barely remember what subjek) Thank God, i never fail any paper. Masa sekolah dulu kan,Add Maths fariez paling teruk B- itu pun da nangis macam orang gila.(annoying kan) (masa sekolah la) Masa tu Fariez siap gaduh ngn Nani bcause dua-dua orang cakap, tak dapat jawab but finally when the result was out, she got highest and i got B something. lol.okie that's tiotally another story.
Mind u,this time when i was fail for real,i wasnt crying.i wasnt crying like i used to !! not even a single tear coming out.pergh. tough kan Fariez! hahaha.Tak caya tanya sarah.oh ya, teringat balik, lepas Sarah bitau result fariez, i thanked her for the info, then she just went to her bilik.just like that! To be honest, that's hurting me like really. I thought that i deserved a hug from her.No?
Malam tu semua orang ada dekat rumah,tapi kan semua orang pun said nothing to me. Ala, macam selalu kita cakap dekat kawan-kawan kita, like " be tough eh," "sabar ini hanya dugaan" "this one got hikmah or something" U know that kind of soothing words.But none of them do that! Memang la Fariez macam tak nmpak sedeh, buat macam takde pape, tapi masa tu Fariez macam desperate gila comforting words.
Sampai la esoknya, Tkay cakap, Kak Fariez tak la sedeh sangat. Semua orang pun result teruk. 60, 61, 62. termasuk la housemates Fariez.Result Kak Fariez pun 59. (patutla my housemates said nothing to me, sebabnya, die orang pun tengah sedih gila-gila dengan result diorang) Result Fariez masa tu 59.i hate to say this, but i'm gonna said it anyway. I just need another freaking one mark to get lulus! Masa tu Fariez baru tahu yang Fariez punya markah 59. 59 kalau dekat university laen da kira fail ke??
Hari ni result da keluar, semua yang da lepas tu, jadi kenangan dan panduan. I'm glad that i'm not breaking down, dan berjaya maintain my positivity sampai hari repeat paper.Fariez tahu ada reasons untuk semua ni, untuk buat Fariez lebih kuat! :') Hari repeat tu paling tough sebenarnya, sebab Osce surgery sama hari dengan OSce Obs n Gyne,Osce pulak dah tukar format dengan long case. written paper pulak berderet dengan Written Obs n Gyne, dengan Peads, dengan Surgery paper in between.Ini First time Fariez study gila-gila dan tak tidur malam 2 hari.
but it worth it! Puas kot, bila result keluar.
untuk student yang repeat this year, seriously, dont ever ever loss your positivity! Keep it all the way sampai repeat paper nanti. Tak penting pun siapa kita di hari sebelum-sebelum ni, pelajar cemerlang ke, straight A1 Spm ke, failure student ke, asyik kena repeat paper ke. Seriously, it doesn't matter pun.So what is matters? Who we are today matters. :)
Believe that we are stronger in heart to be choosen by Allah to face this, and perhap we are going to become even stronger when we handle it positively.
klik samsung corby (kalau berminat je klik taw)
1 comment:
tahniah awak.... Pengakhiran sabar itu dijanjikan kemanisan oleh Allah..
Post a Comment