and it happen for some reasons. ( i've always have great faith on that)
As for today, i bet some alterations in behaviour are needed.
and surprise surprise ! i am willing to change :)
Really we learn as we age.
During my late childhood life, i know pretty well that some changes in life are necessary for survival,
but then i never had come to a phase that i really willing to. Everything is kinda stable (or at least they look like one).so why do i have to change? Seriously,why? I can't see any logicity there.
but hey, why not ?
erm,now i just need some times to make it happen.
Hopefully i can come out with lemonade out of a lemon :)
(this is also a reminder to me to appreciate those who accept me as me more than before!)