cuti sakit

tak bestnye dapat cuti 2 hari.. tapi badan tak sihat. 

batuk mcm org tua, mata merah berair-air, tekak tak sedap, smlm tak selera nak makan.

makan sikit muntah :(

duduk rumah sorang-sorang. 

of working life

diri sendiri pun tak percaya dah habis 14 days of tagging. after this no more excuses la kalau tak tahu buat kerja.

setiap hari pun takut nak pergi kerja, sebab takut buat salah and takut kena marah. like seriously, sape tak takut kena marah. Diorang cakap kalau tak tahu tanya.. but then, bile kita tanya.. they were like, "hey how u pass your med school?" T_T tak semua la semua org mcm tu la, ada jugak y super awesome. Buat kerja terer gila, ajar semua benda like betul2 ajar.

So far ada je hari yang balik rumah nagis2, ada jugak hari yang balik rumah senyum happy. Itulah hidup. Apa pun i'm willing to learn, korang dah myampah sangat sebab sy banyak tanya pun sy tak kisah. Daripada sy buat salah & endanger patient life.

go go fariez!

wordless wednesday

 #graduation #egypt #beloved #fairuz

unemployed still

 So dah dekat 5 bulan  since my graduations day,  been married for 6 months already, yet still duduk dekat rumah unemployed, honeymoon-ing like a newly married couple.ahaha Bahgia. Really i am.  Alhamdulillah. Oh yeah, forget to mention that I am pregnant! Allah, only HIS mercy is the only reason that i'm so blessed. Tak nak cerita psl pregnancy, bcause if i do, it may take my whole day blogging bout it. In short, having a baby growing inside me is awesome feeling.Alhamdulillah.

This coming Friday Fariez & Fairuz dah decide nak balik Perak. Mak mesti terkejut tengok perut anak die dah besar, okay not only baby bump got bigger me myself pun. I've gain 10++ kg for god sake ! i was stress sometimes, mcm tak percaya kot i even think weight scale tu tak betul, and i'm believe it was not me who getting bigger tapi baju2 yang mengecil.tehee.

Bila terigt nk blik jumpe mak, terigt la pulak.. mak n all the jiran2 mesti akan tanya. "bila nak start keje? bila nk start keje? apply which hospital and all.." Kakak tak keje lagi.. lesen kete pun baru dapat last week, macam mana nak keje? :P

Anyway, surat lantikan jawatan dah dapat which i dont expect it came that early. haih, to be honest, i'm not that excited, sometimes i rather imagine myself as a loving housewife who cooks alot .i'll be fine.i will do some sewing or gardening if i'm ever bored.tengok Wanita Hari Ini, pergi market buy stuffs.No? Entahla.. lossing my enthusiams somewhere i  guess.

Well, i fear that i may be doing my job rather less and living a stressfull live. Diorang cakap  HO working from dawn till midnight,no lunch no dinner. By the end of the day akan tidur jeeee.Scary!What a sad reality of life.

is there anything i can do to get my enthusiasm back?
Kena betulkan niat untuk kerja isnt it?whatever it is,  i better get motivated asap. Doakan saya!

P/s: Bila gambr graduation nak siap ntah? CHot Touch ape cerita?

long silence

ah, mcm kekok pulak nak menaip kat blog ni..
eceh what an intro..anyway~

banyak benda y nk di blogkan.. tapi masa tak mengizinkan ?  erm sort of laa..

hari ini selepas tidur yang cukup (mengalahkan newborn baby), bangun tidur dgn mamai, terus cakap dgn suami.. eh dah habis dah weekend kite. boleh? semalam sakit kepala sgt2, dan decided untuk tidur dan melupakan masalah2 dunia. tapi bangun pagi dgn perasaan menyesal. tak tahu ape la y nak dikesalkan sgt.. sebab bazirkan masa dengan tidur je? so hari ni berazam nak make use of my time betul2.

so here i am. bangun pagi, breakfast, had my dose of al-quran, called some friend tanya khabar, cuci toilet & maen sabun :)) , get myself prepared for job interview, done my revision, dah lunch..sekarang update blog kejap. afterward solat and off to driving class!

tak sabar nk tunggu petang! Fairuz nk pergi bekam & i'm so excited with no apparent reason! ahaha mcm mane la rupe org lepas kena bekam. does it hurt? lepas tu nak jumpe Nani! yeah.

a productive day makes u feel more happier kan? *smile*