Maddi Jane

She has the power that excite me.anyway..

i was studying.like seriously.dengan jaya nya fariez habiskan 2 lectures of neuro within less than 2 hours. it may not sound impressive at all, but to me it is. tak igt when was the last time Fariez study dgn productive.but then..

accidentally i bumped with this words : brain abscess. i goggle it (with good intention of course, to get something) then i flee from one website to another.till i read somewhere that say, one of complications of chronic sinusitis with bacterial infection is Brain abscess. Gosh! i'm freak out!!

cause i've common cold for 2 weeks , and the mucus is no longer watery,thin n colourless.it's now, er thicker, the colour is unusual er ..nah! i dont think u shud know the colour of my nasal dischage. but anywayyyy,  i think i may have chronic sinusitis with super added bacterial infection.yeah, what a big deal? but now it's a bigg freaking thing! 

i need an antibiotic like now! tp tak tahu nk guna antibiotic ape? that mean i have to go to clinic! BIG NOO for that. huwaa :'( ( yeah, if u didn't know,saya takut jumpe doctor, saya takut pergi klinik,dari kecik sampai besar.it's a long dramatic story) 

Lepas tu fariez dah tak boleh fokus study ,n end up bukak you tube,fb,twitter n milkadeal.so yeah, that's a wrap to my day. and i hate myself!

Earth hour

An entry proudly dedicated specifically to my  most beloved planet, the Earth! :) i'm enjoying an hour of not-studying with no guilty and saving the energy somemore. Terima kasih earth hour.

i thought that i'll gone crazy, wasting an hour of doing nothing, but obviously i'm not! :) Got a reasons to play with those candles that that i bought last year. and there i go..snap snap snap.

An apple from Fairuz together with a note holder with fancy paper from Hadila Chemansur. Cuteness kan those thing. Fariez guna untuk tulis motivational quotes and favourite phrases from Al-Quran. 

Smiley above my clinical psychiatry handbook, given by Ika. Even it's just a photocopy one, it's still my favourite! (Kaplan & Sadock's pocket handbook of Clinical Psychiatry )

 Since sekolah, fariez mmg kene ade meja study, sebab tak reti study atas katil.

 from the above view..

the very last pic. i miss u dearly. u-know-who-u-are.

and oh, yang tak join earth hour this year, why not gather some friends/ beloved one have a nice drinks and some snack, and celebrate Earth hours together next year.Don't forget to take some pics of your happy hour.Seriously, this is a solid excuse to left the book aside.Woot woot, doesn't it sound fun?

How being idle help me to be better?

Hampir terlupa fariez ada blog. (ayat pembuka) ah i'm being idle for weeks already. konon-konon busy settling down n studying la kan. blerk! study jugak tapi tak banyak. banyak berhibenate je.malam da confirm-confirm tidur awal guna alasan jet lag. bangun pagi, pastu tengah hari tidur lagi, penat study konon. petang-petang da online, bermain facebook dan meluang masa bersama y tersayang. aiceh.

nyampah ngn poknik,sbb tanya org da habis study ke belum. Mestila belum kan! wait a minute, penah ke habis baca before exam? Nik tu selalu aje bilang nga' habis study, finalnya ,bila result keluar score aja. *kalau kebetulan nik baca jgn amik hati ye, amik spleen takpe huhu :P .laen kali bg kata-kata semangat tau, tambah-tambah untuk diri ku y bermasalah nak study ni.

sedikit luahan perasaan di situ..

Anyway,Fariez selalu je terpikir,dan berkata pada diri sendiri "huh, macam ni ke ghupenya manusia yang nak jadi dokter?" i mean malas macam ni nak jd dokter? mcm mana nk treat patient if semua bende pun tahu. *insaf la farieza!

study sikit da mengadu penat otak, nk muntah, mengantuk.

study sikit da nak baring-baring, bagi rehat kan badan.cet alasann!!

study sikit rasa busan la, bukak youtube jap, bukak malaymoviefull bukak fb,twitter.

study sikit lapar, nk bancuh air la, nak masak nasi, spageti, nk goreng nugget.

macam-macam, 

dalam tak sedar, ni la syndrom-syndrom melepaskan diri dari stress membaca.

akhirnya banyak lagi yang tak habis baca, dan stress pun berkilo-kilo.

Fariez kan nak jadi "Generasi berwawasan, harapan masyarakat dan ummah,jadi pepimpin nusa bangsa..." (ini lagu sekolah, ternyata lagu sekolah sedikit sebanyak menyuntik rasa bermotivasi ke dalam diri pelajar-pelajar khasnya, :)  ish, lama tak buat karangan fakta.windu oh. sambungan lagu sekolah di bawah. 

"lima jari digengam dijulang,

lima cabaran, seiring harapan,

bersama doa restu semua,

kecemerlangan pasti abadi.."

Da lama tak menaip la katakan, sedikit meroyan.

okey la.see ya later,i mean see ya soon, very soon. da~

Type A personality Traits

First time Fariez heard bout this thing was years back when i learn bout Heart disease.Type A personality is one of the risk factor of having hypertension and coronary heart disease.Even some research has proven that they are more likely to suffer heart attack.

what's Type A personality ? It's bout  personality and behaviour of the person and has no relation with blood type. Whether u are blood type A, B,O or AB,u are liable to have the type A personality.

Type A personality is define as having a particular set of trait or characteristic that lead to a certain behaviour. My Doc said it can be called as a perfectionist person?

The good side in this  individuals that they are kinda ambitious and are  highly competitive. well, that's good! People with Type A personalities are often high- achieving, multi-tasking person, and workaholics somemore. They tend to push themselves with deadlines, and hate delays.

But on the other hand, they are impatient towards almost everything. They are more aggressive and get angry easily.They are controlling and very time-conscious.

Fariez thought that she's maybe having the trait because..

i may look friendly, but lemme tell ya, i eat people! seriously.

1. Fariez is superbly conscious bout time.It's not that Fariez never come late,but often Fariez cuba sedaya upaya to be on time. and i get very annoyed bila orang dtg lambat. And even, if i did late, Fariez rasa sgt sgt bersalah. Dekat Uni kan, Fariez selalu stress pasal ni, sebab kalau ada aktiviti like meeting ke ape, selalu janji kul 8,pastu sume pun dtg pukul 8:30 and even 9 !

2.I love to make my list of things to do. sgt suka! Dalam kelas kalau takde keja, Fariez suka list kan bende-bende nak buat, things that i need to buy.It helps so much in my time management. By obeying and accomplish the list, fariez would be very happy, tapi bila tak dapat siapkan, fariez become upset sgt, and feel very frustrated and down. Fariez tahu it's not good, and sekarang tgh belajar to forgive myself.

3.Aggressive and bad temper. I may look friendly, giggling around, and smiling all the time with my dearest one. tapi there always sometimes when i get aggressive and become out of control.no need example.

Itu je la kot reasons that may put me as a candidate of being Type A personality. Ada lagi la kan, tapi nah, it's not worth to be shared.

workaholic? Yes i'm but i was during my high school. but not anymore. Fariez get lazier by times! T__T ape ntah nak jadi.

So, tadi fariez did took a test, nak tahu whether or not i'm Type A person. Here is my score 64 out of 100 :)

Tak tahu la, test ni reliable ke tak.Tapi Fariez percaya aje. Yeah,i'm actually not that severe to be a Type A person, but rather a Type B person :)

The test consist of quit a number of quests. 80 something kalau tak silap.. it's somewhat time consuming, but it's nice one. Go a head and spend sometime answering the question and let me know your score! take the test!

Tips panjat bukit

Dah lama jugak berangan nak pergi bukit Tabur ngn Kemensah.Last week konon-konon nak pergi, tapi sebab we all just came back from one day trip to JB, and  masing-masing keletihan.We then cancel the plan.Minggu ni,alhamdulillah dapat jugak pergi :)

tapi not very well prepare la..sebab plan nak pergi Kenduri Sarah n nak pergi shopping-shopping je kat KL. So, Fariez just ada some baju kurung, blouse, high heels, and jeans. Depressed oh malam tu, sbb fav sport shoes tertinggal kat rumah.tapi belasahkan aje la.

Malam tu, jalan-jalan kat KLCC, tapi pukul 10 macam tu da balik. konon-konon la kan, nk tdur awal, sebab esok nk berangkat awal.Berangan nak tgk sunrise. Tapi pukul 1 tak tidur-tidur pun lagi. But glad that i woke up early jugak pg tu. Pukul 5pg da masuk shower, but at the same time, chinese girls da siap-siap nak keluar pergi Broga.Very early la diorang.

Pastu kan, Fariez tak charge camera dulu! bijak kn?? T_T

Pernah dgr pasal type A personality? Fariez rasa macam Fariez ni ade sikit-sikit gene type A personality la. :( I mean, i'm not that particular, tapi ada jugak certain things yang Fariez very strict to.Fariez suka if everything yang frz rancang folow the plan exactly, if not i'll get very upset.Kind of type A personality kan?

Nasib ada ika, die cam paksa jugak pergi bukit tabur.If i was there alone, definitely i will not go there dgn tak prepare.Baju takde, kasut takde, camera tak cas.urgh.

So here some tips kot, untuk prepare pergi panjat bukit:

1.Pakaian kene bersesuaian. Kasut la yang paling penting.
2.Companions yang best  :)
3.Tidur awal dan bangun awal.Takkan nk panjat bukit tgh hari, pagi-pagi no sweat.
4.oh ye, kalau malam hujan, esok pagi tak payah pergi panjat bukit tau.Bahaya,jalan n batu-batu basah.bahye bahye..
5.Bawak camera yang fully charge!
6.Bawak extra baju kalau nak bukit tu ade air terjun.
7.Alas perut sikit sebelum panjat bukit.
8.Bawak air kosong, air glucose ke food jangan lupe.kalau pergi.
9.Tapi kalau korang jenis tak kesah kan, belasah je la pergi :P

Jejaka Idaman

A very nostalgic song, n indeed it's our (Sarah & Fariez) Favourite song.
Sarah selalu jugak nyanyi lagu ni petang-petang. (kan sarah kan.hee )
Dedicated to Sarah our beloved one :)




Oh sayang...
Engkaulah jejaka idaman
Akulah yang paling menanti
Menyayangi

Seperti...
Embun dingin di pagi hari
Akulah bunga dibasahi
Begini...

Kan ku genggam bara yang membara
Begitu ku teruskan jua
Agar cinta tidak terpisah
Akhirnya

Malu ku bukan kerana paksa
Senyum ku benar-benar rela
Resah hati lagi merindu
Di kalbu

Oh sayang...
Engkaulah jejaka idaman
Akulah yang paling menanti
Ku pasti...

we love this song, don't ya??

One day in JB

Selamat Pengantin Baru buat Afifah dan Fakhrudin. Majlis bertunang, akak nikah dan resepsi dilangsungkan serentak di JB, 3 hari lepas. Alhamdulillah Fariez ada kelapangan masa untuk sama-sama meraikan diorang :)

Ini la pasangan pengantin yang sweet tu. Dua-dua adalah student representative (sr) masa kitorang 4th year. Bagi fariez they are different in a lots of way, yet the compliment each other. Consequently, semua kerja-kerja akademik yang diorang handle went very well. Harap-harap begitu jugak la in their marriage life for the marriage is not a piece of paper.

Marriage, I believe, is commitment. It need to be nourished with love, trust and respect. Communication between couple is also important. Sense of giving and acceptance some more.. Lol fariez speaking like she's married already.

Anyhow, Peep ngn Din, Semoga berbahgia hingga ke syurga. Jadi wife yang soleh dan sentiasa menyejukan mata suami ye Peep. *hugs*

nut, awak comel so frz mskkn gmbr ni kat blog

The rest of the pic are only happy faces of me and friend during that day, enjoying our days of being anak dara :)

from left : Zila , Farieza , Yuz, Nut . Ceria kan muka kitorang :)

 Jutaan terima kasih tak terhingga buat Ika yang sudi temankan! i lap u bebeh.  I lap Incik Fairuz jugak *tiba2
 *Ngee