December 29, 2009

Cameron Highland at Dawn


Cameron Highland at Dawn, originally uploaded by tansj83.

Tiba-tiba rasa mcm nak pegi Cameron highland.

last time pegi, mase darjah 6.

sepatutnye 2nd time ms f5. ade family day. tap baba tak jd bawak T.T

mak kate mak taknak pegi Cameron smpi bila2.

Rase nak pegi cameron. Nak ajak mak skali.

February ni okie kot ? :))

study2, pastu kite ber-holiday okie! ayuh.

P/s: orang cakap kalau putus cinta, mcm mna nk lupakan kisah sedey tu. join je photography. yeke, can heal the broken heart eh?

December 26, 2009

We have no right to judge others.i know.

baru balik dari Umah Adah.7.56 pm. Kelas Fariez start 8.30 pg smpai 6ptg, with one hour gap at 11 to 12.Exhausted.im thinking of nothing but to sleep..

But i have something to share.

Ayah Adah had leave this world for better place, as usual, akhwat will organize a yassin n tahlil recitation.Some people may find it hard to spend sometime to come.yup we have right to do anything, to come or not to come.But remember: what if, one day,the same thing happen to us, nauzubillah, we loss our mum or dad.Kita mesti rasa happy if our friends come and pray for our parents?

Another things is, during the time at Adah house. Okie fine la, Adah is one of strong girl, she didnt cry and she even give us a warm smile,ensuring us that she'll be okie. BUT i don't think u can make jokes and laugh as if nothing is happen.Paham ke?

like,lepas bace yassin sume, korang duduk tepi dinding, dua tiga org, makan2,pastu gelak2. that is so impolite, or may i say rude.

bukan la nk suruh berkabung, nangis2 ke ape.tp jgn la gelak2.buat lawak.

I rememeber last two years, during Tahlil at Aimi house,mase tu our beloved senior ade lagi.Lepas da abes bace yassin , ade la yang bersembang2, bersembang bukan ketawa gembira-gembira mcm td, senior sy tu dtg dekat kumpulan yang bersembang ni..

akak tu cakap " baek la korang berzikir " suara akak tu agak tegas.

okie.tu je.

Lets pray for Ayah Adah.

"We have no right to judge, but ALLAH"

December 25, 2009

The celebration


Nana, Happy birthday! kitorang syg awak!


Finger liking good.i just love this cake!


Oreo Madness!! :D


:))

                           

    Birthday Girl. Just turning 21


                            
Us
                  
                             
Da kenyang n gembira.Jom  balik!
 fariez nmpak kurus! i like this pic.hee :))

fariez malas nak type pnjang2.sekian.

December 23, 2009

happy birthday NaNa!!

Balik sekolah fariez trus pergi kedai runcit ,amik clorox, pegi kaunter, pastu bayar, pastu balik rumah.

(tak penah rsnye pegi kedai farouk skejap mcm tu, slalu mesti tgk air kotak, pastu start pikir nak beli air kotak ape, pastu pikir nak beli bape kotak, pastu da nk bayar, patah balik amik susu pulak, pastu tengok2 freezer, aiskrem ape y best, pastu tgk cokelat, pastu pikir2 nk beli ke tak nak...)

smpai rumah, letak beg, bukak stokin, staright je msuk toilet.
isi baldi dgn clorox, trus redam kasut dlm tu.berus2 sket.

Ha! baru nmpak mcm kasut!!

sbnrnye kat kls td, frz duk sebelah Azrin, kasut kitorang sama,her shoes look brand new,mine..hahaha, mcm kasut sekolah yang da setahun tak basuh.haih~
(duk kat mesir ,what do u xpect, habuk2 sume,normal la kasut kotor kan)

but actually,malu je kasut mcm budak sekolah rendah, sbb tu smngt beli klorox.nk bsuh kasut.

kasut da bersih, tapi tangan fariez end up jd mcm glistering mcm terbakar.tak rase pedih pun. tapi..erm. ntah..nmapk sgt tak reti gune klorox,smpai tangan2 pun sume terhakis.

bende ni pun nk cte kn. :) sorry buang ms korang je bace.

hari ni, fariez bangge dgn diri sendiri sbb datang lecture ! yeah !

ooh, n tajuk entry takde kne mgena ngn ape y frz cte.annoying kn.

December 18, 2009

i love u




I love u, u love me, we are happy family,
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you,
won't u say u loooooveee meeee too :)

December 15, 2009

Facebook Addiction Disorder


Is there anyone outthere, does not have FB account??Lemme know okie.

O hye Reader(s), (deep breath) ok.i'm done with my 2nd Exam for Surgery! yeah, it's such a relieve. seriously. i was haunted by a same bad dreams for the past few days; being stone freeze infront of the doc and can answer nothing. Alhmdulillah, it was just a dream! The oral exam just fine.the next exam will be on this Thursday, mainly about clinical examination, then it will be a goodbye to the Surgery department.Anyway, i really need you prayers! doa tuk Frz eh. bnyak bnyak.


Future docs with their beloved Dr Kosba who just come back from Switzerland for colorectal conferance.

i envy him.

What about the title of this entry? Facebook Addiction Disorder (FAD).

The freaking facebook is interfering my daily life!!I've just have to admit that.well,I manage to read books, but between the gaps i will go staright to my laptop and logged on to Facebook.and after an hours,i would feel guilting and hate myself for being so helpsless with these dugaan y kecik gile. benci.Pastu smbung study, after 30 min kene rehat. then i'll open the facebook. again. sigh.

And at this moment rs nak delete account FB tu.

dulu i was soo addicted to the pet society and farmville. Lega that im now free from those time consuming games. taknk maen da! So im here to call upon my friends, readers n all, Jom kite stop maen game tu!

"A smart Student will know how to study effectively n will not waste time on unnessary activities, from my xperience i have not seen any of my colleague who led this type of lifestyle n made it through medical schoolwith GOOD grades, within the required number of years" DR Muhaya.

okie, continue with FAD.FAD is describes as a situation in which facebook "overtakes" our daily activities, well that's what the Psychologist said.You are facebook addict if :
1.willing to scarify your beauty sleep just to spend the time to logged on the site

2.spending most of the time on facebook.(well,it's somewhat hard to define how much is too much, but the psyhologist said that, u are FB addict If u spend more than an hor per day.)
3.U ingnore the suppose-to-do job. yup, that's me, sneaking the facebook during studying. (T.T)
4.Going a day without facebook will leave u in cold sweat.
Now, i'll leave u to make a diagnosis about yourself.

(Tiba2 rs nk suggest kt cikgu BM sekolah, suruh kanak-kanak buat karangan fakta, bertajuk kesan-kesan buruk melayari internet, and to be specific facebook.)

Guess what i found in the facebook today:


This pic was taken 11 yrs ago.Mase Fariez baru nk blaja buat karangan Sy sebatang pen.Tak tahu kenapa i was so euphoric that time.but now,i realize why people called me LIDI.

The rest are my best friends,we do almost everything together. Pegi kls mengaji sama-sama,buat team nasyid sama-sama pastu merajuk dgn ustazah sbb tak kasi kitorang nyanyi lagu keluarga bahgia untuk pertandingan nasyid sama-sama jugak, buat persembahan tarian merata-rata sama jugak, team Netbal, geng pengawas sekolah, geng yang tak penah miss pegi program motivasi, geng yang rajin dtg sekolah hari sabtu sbb nak cuci kelas. Geng pegi mandi laut, camping tepi laut n nampak hantu waktu mlm..haih~ sume pun buat sama2.and we all manage to get good grades for UPSR sama :)


(10 yrs later)
the best part is we never lost contact dr sekolah rendah smpai sekarang.haih. rindu.

December 13, 2009

My problemo.


someone PLEASE,pleaseee take this laptop away from me!!


haih~


(please,please,please,kamu jgn nakal.lol i hate yash for singing that song to me. +__+)


December 11, 2009

Google Logo for Today.


Ancient things are always success to attract me more.(especially when it has somewhat black-brownish torn in color.) I'm not that much into history tho'. :) but i love those Ancient country like Rome, Greece, and not to forget Egypt.

Anyho, if u are using Google as your search engine , U'll notice that the Google had replaced the double O with a brownish specs.Some may just ignore it, i know, but i'm interested to know what is it about.Well, Google celebrates Naguib Mahfouz's Birthday and that is a drawing of him.

To my suprise he is an Egyption.A well known Egyption novelist and was awarded the Nobble Price for Literature.U may read more about him here. U know the feeling of happiness and a proud feelin when Egyption defeat the Algerian in the football match last time? The very same feeling is inside me right now. Yup, I'm proud of Egypt!

and of course very teruja dgn pemenang2 Nobel yang lain.

To be one of them was my ambition during secondary school.

(okie.i'm going back to the path.da~)

December 10, 2009

???


am i in a right path??

December 08, 2009

Bila marah, cakap BABI?

Tak sangka ade org smpai nk marah-marah,sbb frz tak nk letak die nye link kt blog frz.da la cakap "aku engkau" je.bile org taknak link die, siap keluar perkataan kasar.tapi tak brani tulis name sendiri.

bile da kantoi Ip no baru nk ngaku eh? :D

Tolong la,tak payah nk gaduh2 ngn org..

incase awak tak perasan..I did said,taknak, tapi sy betulkan je link ke blog awak tu.tp tak tahu la nape,awak tibe2 nk serang orang.da takde keje sgt kot eh nk kondem2 blog org?? mungkin awak patut bace entry blog awak sendiri and reflect back to yourself.

before ni, frz cm pelik tgk org2 mcm ni kat blog kak Anna, blog kak Noe.Apsal ade org mcm ni?? suke tinggal kn komen-komen kasar dan ade unsur2 berhati tak elok.and i said to myself,maybe that's the price that they have to pay when the become well known people.

tak sangka jadi kat frz pulak kan.

(well, frz dont feel like putting his link here)

anyway, korang mesti tahu, ape y patut kita buat waktu marah.kalau tgh berdiri org pesan suruh kita duduk,kalau tgk duduk sila baring..pastu amik wudu'.

just nk share satu cerita.

Satu hari Aisyah r.a dalam keadaan Marah. Rasulullah s.a.w dtg kepadanya dan picit hidung Aisyah, smbil pesan dekat Aisyah, bacela doa ni Ya humaira. (anyway, Rasullah s.a.w lg adorable dr Afdlin )

"Wahai tuhanku,Tuhan Muhammad, ampunilah Dosa-Dosa ku,
Hilangkan la kekerasan Hatiku, Lindungi la aku dari Fitnah"

Kenapa perlu cakap babi kat org? it wouldn't make u feel any better.Does it??

December 02, 2009

Such a sweet Papa!







Dont u think soo. afdlin is such a sweet dad kan kan??
(huhu, now im hoping that i'll meet someone like him ) >.<

November 27, 2009

Drama Swasta

Mase berlalu dgn cepat dua tiga hari ni..
dan dlm mase dua tiga hari ni jugak bnyk bende yang jadi..
Macam drama. Seriously.

Rasa diri tertampar.banyak kali.

eh jap, hidup ni mcm drama?

November 25, 2009

My everyday fear.

I'm wondering, is there any people out there is having the same chronic health problem like me.How they manage it?

The problem that im having is not that serious,well, perhaps that's the only sentence that can push me fowards and make me continue my daily life .It has something to do with my large bowel.despite of only a pretty mild pain,every now and then it gives a feeling of discomfort.to some extent it makes me feels like cutting my abdomen and taking out the bowel stuffs and check what the hell is going in there.sigh~

The 1st month i refered it to a doc, he said it just an inflammation.then he prescribed me some drugs to release the so called inflammation and an analgesic.Thank God,the pain went off with the drugs, but a week later, when i am free from those freaking drugs the pain persist.but it became somewhat milder.

a month later, i went to the same doc again, he asked my complaint ,and he did an ascultation.thats all!.in just less than 1 minutes.not worth for my 70 Egyption pound.He asked nothing bout the nature of the pain.well u know, the one that we learn in class, the type of the pain,duration, severity,bla bla and the list goes on..even if he is a professional enough, can he able to diagnose without listening to the patient? i have no idea. what i know is i hate to see a doc. but anyway, he prescibed me the very same drugs, plus 2 new drugs.One of it is a Broad spectrum Antiprotozoal! He suspect me to have parasite??eeuw!

what ever..

anyway,it is not exactly the pain which intefere my life, but it is my brain which cant stop thinking of it. I barely able to focus on anything.Expecially during class.well, im in Colorectal department right now, studying about surgery.my everyday class is enough to frighten me! aa.what do u xpect me to feel?

Recently we learned about surgery of stomas, and we had a chance to see some patient with it.Oh my..i dont wanna have that scary thing on my stomach..tolong la.tolong la.tolong la.

Am i too much?yeah, psycho women. (T.T).


incase u dont know what is stoma, im the psycho women with a kind heart had search a pic for you.njoy the pic! anything else bout it,go google it for yourself ok.



anyhoo, this is way differ from the one that we saw in the ward.
the patients that we observed have the same bulging thingy which is an intestine, with inflammation skin all around it and some fecal matter . The Doc that teach us said that the one that we saw was a bad stoma, and he said the surgeons are learning to make a better stoma.what?

November 23, 2009

POSTER ROADSHOW AMAN PALESTIN



Tak kisah la majlis tu anjuran, PCI ke, ISMA ke.PERUBATAN ke.
bagi fariez, asalkn Majlis Ilmu, fariz ada masa, frz pergi je.

Ke ade beza sebenarnya??

Untuk Readers y nampak POSTER ni.
ada Org claim, majlis ni adalah anjuran PCI.totally.
tiada kaitan  kne mengena dgn ISMA, atau AMAN PALESTIN.

Poster tu  tak tahu la sape y bg link, salah fariez sbb copy n paste je. (T.T)
Fariez konon2 nak bitau org pasal majlis tu, skali jd mcm ni pulak..
and nmpaknya  fariez bertuah, dapat nasihat baek punye.

"lpas ni jgn copy and paste, amik la tau sedikit sebanyak"

okie. baek boss. :)



untuk pengetahuan incik admin, 
Link ROADSHOW AMAN PALESTIN tu, 
bukan link ke blog. itu link gambar. 

ha! siapa y letak link ROADSHOW AMAN-PALESTIN kt blog fariez?
(IP no 49.196) baek ngaku..buat pengetahuan awak, majlis ni takde kene megena dgn ISMA atau AMAN PALESTIN.harap maklum.

anyway, terima kaseh sbb letak link kt blog frz, even admin kate tu poster lame  ke ape ke. tak kesah la... frz tau niat die nk bitau org ramai psl majlis tu..same la mcm frz jugak.hee

Semoga tak timbul fitnah dan buruk sangka. 




November 19, 2009

Stress!

A term that being trown so often. especially during exam week.
Skng belum exam week, dah stress? apa kes??

Macam mane tak stress, boleh suka-suka maen farmville.
Lectures bertimbun2 tak revise.sigh~ (T.T)'

source of stress: unable to prioritize your own task

Okie.lets fess it. I tend to do the unimportance stuff first.Perhaps bcause it is easier,yup,Farmville such an easy game.In the end, the lectures which is way important still left undone. and I stressed out!

Prioritize your Task

I guess, that is exactly what i should do.MAKE A PRIORITY LIST!

people said that, the 1st way to solve your problem is to figure it out.
i've done it. :)

p/s:Kalau stress mcm mana pun, jgn smpai nk bunuh diri.
Ngeri kot. kes bunuh diri. (klik2)



identify it.face it.control it

November 18, 2009

Roadshow Aman Palestin


November 15, 2009

kenangan manis yang menghilang

 i just can bear this kind of feeling.it makes me feel ill.
and im trying so hard to forget you,anythin bout ya,
which i dont want to.paham tak?

can u please. try to contact me.and say that u miss me too?
dont try to make an excuse by saying. u r busy or something.
i donwanna hear that.

(T.T)

ke org y da kawen mmg busy??

November 13, 2009

langit tak selalu cerah

kalau pun cerah, belum tentu hujan tak turun..
waktu matahari tegak atas kepala, bukan penghalang untuk hujan turun
Hujan panas name nye :)

he.

Pagi tadi kak fatin ajak fariez pegi picnik.fariez y mula2 keberatan nak join, akhirnya tukar fikiran, cepat2 mndi dan bersiap.jerit sama kak fatin. "fariez ikut!!!!!!"nasib baek je frz ikut, kalau tak, duk la rumah sorang2.
Nawwar takde, balik kg. Ona n Sarah ade kls bhs arab. Iman ikut k ftin pegi picnik.

Rupa-rupanya, Klassmate k fatin da plan nk celebrate birthday kak fatin.Suprise la.Usha mereka berjaya,kak fatin mmg tak tahu.

muke terkejut kak ftin, waktu Sha keluarkan kek .

Gembira frz tgk kak ftin gembira :)




Ape kene mengena ngn tittle?
Sebenarnye, hari ni cuaca cerah, matahari megah memancar, a perfect time for a picnik. tp tgh2 panas tu hujan boleh pulak turun. Bende tu buat frz terpikir.


subhanallah, cantek betul awan pg tadi.



Pasal pepatah melayu,Sediakan payung sebelum hujan. he. (ade kene mengena ke huh?tak tahu la, just my thought)

Sepanjang berjalan balik tu, macam2 fariez pikir, mula2 pasal langit tak selalu cerah. semua org pun sedar bende ni kan, dlm hidup ni, takde nye nak senang/gembira sentiasa.

pastu pikir pasal, payung.. kenela bersiap sedia dlm hidup ni nak terima ujian.

pastu bnyak benda lagi.. akhir sekali boleh pulak msuk pasal tanggungjawab.erm...

and bile malam, ade org tnya frz "sanggup ke nak terima tanggungjawab ni, nak bersusah senang sama2"
buat frz berfikir lagi....


happy faces.



Sekian.Terima kasih.

November 08, 2009

turning 23

How does it feel when turning 23 years old?
i asked her, and she was speechless.stone for a seconds,
she gave me a warm smile and said nothing.

i wonder what was in her mind.



Sanah Helwa Kak Fatin!
She is turning 23!!




Rountinely, we will have a dinner outside to celebrate birthdays.But starting this semester we decide to make a new policy.Instead of eating outsite ,we are going to cook together at home.
Yup,save the money and time saver!And it's FUN. :)



and the menu was.tada~ SOTO!
yummilicious!


with blackberry cheesecake.fattylicious. hee :)

other thing that happened today....
a short meeting with vice dean.



as Fazila said "menanam tebu di pinggir bibir"
i just have to agree.

November 01, 2009

Hinakah bersama perubatan

eh, mcm penah bace je post entry tittle mcm ni??

It was originally a tittle of an entry of H.A .I must said that the tittle was like having a kind of power,that say to me" u just have to click",so i did gave it a clik. Oh pasal persatuan rupanya. Ahli atau persatuan itu sendiri harus di persalahkan?yup,it's something like that.

okie fariez is not going to point out who is there to be blamed.

but,one thing for sure , i'm never against PERUBATAN, frz selalu sokong je :) and i wish i could join all the events that's held by PERUBATAN. but somehow, most of the programs was held at a time where we, alex student got a class,got an exam,or sth (this issue was so yesterday kn ) but seriously, if i has a chance , i would not hesitate to spent my time for the programs. (i said : most. NOT ALL was held at inappropriate time )

some who are unable to join the program because they were having other program which held by ISMA, PMRM, or pape je, i think they have the right to choose which program to go.which one they prefer.I'm sure they choose a program which is time worthing ,a program that suit them at the most and ect.whateva the factors, they have their own right.

okie to the next point.I have a blog, and i'm one of perubatan member, why is that i'm so reluctant to put the Perubatan link in this blog?okay, that's my fault.for not supporting the Perubatan in that way.

perubatan.org. the very 1st time i went to this website,honestly, i was amazed by the admin or whoever behind that blog.it was very well built.i even thought that perubatan had hired someone to make that blog.i went to the blog, not that often,but at least once a week..it was 3 yrs ago.

later on, after a year, more or less, i dont have that enthusiasm to enter the website anymore.i even forget my username n password. kenape ntah?( i wonder is there anyone has the same feeling.and had done the same thing similar to me) ooh,da igt,sbb apa frz da jrg g sana. sebab i dont feel like im a part of it.(i know, despite of me, there are hundreds people who frequently visit that blog, it just me who feel that way)

erm, next point. sila lihat komuniti perubatan. ( eh, my blog is listed there also.T.T)"Lihat satu-satu blog yang ada. Namanya blog budak perubatan tapi artikel berkaitan perubatan cam haram nak ada." and i was like."huh, yeke?"rs macam nak tgk je semua blog satu2, betul eh takde sape2 y cakap pasal medic in their blog?(eh , my blog is listed there also.T.T, i had never blog about medical and stuff??huh)

i cant actually, define the tone of his statement. was it an angry tone (sbb ade perkataan haram) or is it cam lawak2? (okie i'm such a disaster on that, i rather hear people talk, than guessing their tone)

but, anyway.he got a point there,I am a medical student why is that soo hard to talk bout medical in the blog??i got a simple answer for that, it's because, we tend writing/typing the things that we know well about it. and it come out well. like for example, i know well bout my feeling, i tend to write bout it, where i can describe it precisely, and after i done it, it give me a kind of satisfaction.

it goes the same to the other medical student,they are medical student yet prefer to write more bout religious thing. why?? because they just find an ease with it, they know about it well.and by doing that satisfied them.

so , im goin to repeat. he has a point. As a medical student, i shud, at least try to blog more about medical things.okie. next entry will be bout..erm..erm.. "Laparoscopic surgery and open surgery, which one to prefer ;))

oh my, da pnjang frz type.i cant believe i'm actually saying all this.
before i forget, the entry that i was talking bout is here(Hinakah bersama PERUBATAN.
okie2.gtg!!!




October 31, 2009

ponteng


eventually die, originally uploaded by Farieza.
I'm such in a melancholic mood.can't figure out why, just not yet.

and i found this in the kitchen, a lil sad rose being thrown away as a rubbish.

it complete my unwell mood.

(and it's raining out side.)

October 29, 2009

one step at a time

Of being 4th year..


where u find tones of new things to learn,
don't get frustrated.
take it slowly. and u'll find it easy.



nak show off gambar ala2 surgeon sbnrnye.lol :P
and currently listening to one step at a time by Jordan Sparks!

October 26, 2009

My Top 5 Treat List

Check this out guys! Inspiron 13.



The very 1st time i saw this, my heart skip a beat.
NO. I'm not exaggerating. This is for real!!
And at this moment, if someone, anyone asks me what are my top 5 treat list, and i would say..

1st and foremost : of course this Inspiron 13
2ndly : i think it would be..Inspiron 13.
3rdly : Inspiron 13 please~
4thly : for sure! Inspiron 13!!
5th: NO doubt INSPIRON 13.

A typical woman would crazily want a couch handbag, a guess watch, and wutsoever~ i dont need that!i own a handbag,6 are enough i think :). and a humble swatch. i don't need that luxurious watch.

I'm currently on my 4th year medical school, in which time seem so precious.I would prefer to spend more time with my new bestfriend. yup. meet my newly bestfriend..Books of Surgery






Seriously, I prefer to read those freaking books rather than spending any seconds on shopping extravaganza in Milan, or pampering my self in Hawaii. :) oh my~ not even in my dream! (at this moment )

Anyway, why on earth i'm choosing Inspiron 13??

Well, they are brainy and sexy as well !! Such a bonus! Don't u think so?
They are 3 striking colors that available, which are Alpine White, Obsidian Black and Cherry Red. Red, black, and white are my favourite colour! (i want them badly, any colour will do )




Besides, the look gorgeous with smooth round edges and crisp clean lines, indeed a very neatly designed!

What else? Here are the other features :

It has a Wide Vivid Display,13.3 inches, to be exact. Plus the 16:9 wide screen format
It allows you to be Always connected :Enhanced wireless that supports up to 802.11n connections.


What's more??

Dell™ Webcam Central
Able to add an optional ATI Radeon™ HD 4330 graphics card
Able to hook up to a LCD TV for high-definition cinematic experience.
Portable Power : Delivering 50% more performance ,Intel® Centrino® 2 processor technology for multitasking



It's thin and light.Ready to go where ever you go!

Most likely to be my new laptop!

What you say?? Don't you feel like grabbing this??
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October 21, 2009

Antara dua

wishing for miracles to come or always expecting something to be worst?

wishing for miracle : "Ya ALLAH, mintak2 la presentation, debate and sume2 bende alah ni cancel" and..tada~~ Dr Yaseer had cancelled the class. die tak dtg pun. hee Apsal ntah fariez happy sgt. erm maybe sbb..ala u know, bende yang kita rs takkn jadi, we just hoping for miracle to come and suddenly u were gifted with that.best kan perasaan tu. :))

xpecting the worst : today,while i was on my way to the class, in the taxi, i just said to myself," lil doc, take care of your book" cause i often left my belongings like everywhere. (and that's why i heart bag pack, or large handbag.where u can just dush2! put all your thingy in there,and your hands are totally free) soo.. so, fariez tak tertinggal buku dlm taxi. yeah! but i lost it anyway.(pekerja hospital tu terambil). lawak tak..he :))

i was expecting something worst, and it happened. cesss.

so which one to choose?

anyhow, even i lost my book, i know i'll never lose my friends.ngee.

terima kasih ye kawan2. xpecially Ona. alahai. u touched my heart la.and jojie jugak..dayah jgak. sarah jugak. zilzal jugak. (konon2 tak nk mentions all the names, tp da tertype) eh tertinggal, aimi jugak.hahaha tambah satu lg name, INA jugak.


okie da~

October 19, 2009

Surgical Management of Portal Hypertension

korang takde keje ke? nah,ambik! bace ni.

Surgical Management of Portal Hypertension.

jom bace smbil berangan nk jadi surgeon. :)

" Set goals and then make plans to succeed and take action.
Pursuing something we value always makes us happy."

October 16, 2009

Am I ?

i had a dream pagi td, since balik mesir ni 1st time kot frz mimpi.
bahaha.mimpi boyfriend. eh, sy mne ade boyfriend.
mimpi  incik ex-boyfriend.

Am i missing him?huh?

abaikan. abaikan.

p/s : busy la skng.busy ngn study.
isn't that a good excuse for not replying any msges and emails from your friend?

October 09, 2009

Glimpses over the summer break

For my own sake I'll leave Malaysia again. for good and it's a sure! Holidays is finally over, bye2 leisure days, and hye, holla to school hospital! my flight will be tomorrow night!why so soon :( ( times fly quicker when it comes to an end, aren't they?)

My holidays,the nearly-2 months is just only bout 20% out of my school days, but what i say? the small time that i got had given me a small indulgences, and it is just nice.

So randoms things i did over the past holidays : Will be updated soon :) [perhaps after landing in Egypt]

flatworm

parasitology never my favorite subject!

and I'm not interested in any of those platyhelminthes. Noway.they r not pretty,they cause disease, some cause a very serious one,and they cause me to remember all those freaking stuff bout them.huh. okie in short i used to hate them.

but today, guess what? i think i had fallen to one of those platyhelminthes.haha.line the older has always remind us, to hate anyone never hate them too much, cause we might fallen to them.now that i fallen to a worm.

what? a worm??yes u read it well.i love flatworm!

this kind of flatworm, are in same family with cestode, trematode, but they are way differ.(4th years student,i bet u know cestode n trematode well aren't you :) .they live a life away from human GIT,they live in deep clear sea.When they swim to feed on plankton, OMG they look exactly like a ribbon in water.

oo i forgot to tell,they have fascinating color.i think they resemble butterfly flying all over the coral showing their beutiness. believe me they are very the gorgeous one you know.and that's why i love them. hehehe.

more about them?ask MR G. ask him anything, he can give u a hand.

now,introducing Flatworm!(lets appreciate their prettiness) njoy the picca!











































































More pic marine faltworm gallery, and flickr.

October 06, 2009

Tips for clinical year_Kak Raudah

    Assalamualaikum.

    Dear Fariez,

    Actually akak sendiri pun x de la sebarang 'formula' untuk clinical year ni, cuma seingat akk yg penting utk clinical year ni bukan setakat kene banyak baca, tapi juga perlu banyak observation (especially di hospital, masa clinical sessions)

    Amat penting awak beri attention sepenuhnya bila doctor demonstrate teknik2 tertentu utk examine patients, sbb kalau setakat baca dalam buku belum tentu kita tau cara untuk examine (cth: cara palpation dan percussion yg betul, etc)

    Satu lg, kalau boleh, hafal semua 'item' kt dalam sample sheet. Sbb nnt bila clinical exam kita kene present case, dan kalau x hafal sheet items, presentation kita takkan lengkap. Satu lagi, banyakkan baca 'differential diagnosis'! Sangat penting..

    Satu cadangan akk, awak rajin2 bukak youtube dan tengok demonstrations yg ada kt situ (cth : ABG, paracentesis, plural tap, etc) sbb banyak teknik2 yg mcm ni kita x dpt tengok di hospital.

    Lastly, rajin2 lah stay back kt hospital bila ada masa. Sbb lebih banyak masa awak spend kt situ, lebih banyak bende yg awak dpt observe.

    All the best and rabbuna yusahhil!

    Raudah.

    "syukran kak raudah,"




    October 05, 2009

    Parah







    it's the voice. it's the feeling. it's the attitude towards both.
    it's somehow feel like being in love.again.
    it's a lot of things that i need to be aware of.
    and not to be out of control.not to be out of head.

    truly from heart,
    fariezajaafar

    September 28, 2009

    Untung nya kita

    Sebulan bulan ramadhan the Almighty ALLAH bagi kita peluang, beribadat la sepuas2 nya. Murah betul pahala sepnjang bulan Ramadhan.berlipat ganda pahala yang di beri.Bertuah sungguh kan siapa-siapa yang memanfaatkan bulan Ramadhan.Rugi sangat-sangat la rugi org yang bila da abes bulan bonus ni, tanpa ade terkesan apa dlm hati die

    Ramadhan da abes, Syawal pula menjelang, bersyukur nye ade bulan syawal ni..bukan sebab dapat makan ketupat dan rendang.. tapi waktu ni la kita boleh bermaaf-maafan kan. :) ambil la peluang ni untuk menjernihkn apa-apa yang keruh.

    Semoga kita tergolong dalam golongan yang beruntung.. dan golongan yang merindui kehadiaran Ramadhan yang berikutnya. Insyallah semoga ALLAH melewatkan ajal, dapat kita bertemu dgn Ramadahan lagi.



    selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin ngee :D
    (in the pic are those who r dear to me )

    September 18, 2009

    kenape perlu berdendam.KENAPA!!!?

    soalan : kenape kite perlu simpan dendam kat org.
    kenape? kenape??kenapeee...!!!.
    (mind me,trying hard to be emotional.bahaha)

    bajet diri sendiri tak penah simpan dendam je...
    at this moment fariez tak berdendam ngn sape2.
    rasenye. tak caye?? percaye je la...

    (pesanan penting:dan sebelum anda proceed membaca.entry ni cam pnjg.kalau busy tak yah baca.jgn buang masa anda.jgn baca.sila terus ke bahagian bawah, amik hadiah dari sy special untuk kamu2.)

    okiela lets confess. fariez pernah berdendam, sebab untuk berdendam. erm..erm..tak nk la cerita kt sini..tapi mmg fariez tak suke die! rse nk pegi depan die. nak ckp. "ape masalah kau huh!huh!huh?" nak ckp "huh" banyak-banyak kali smpai die cakap masalah die.pastu bile die start nk cakap... fariez akan blah dari situ,tak nak dgr.hahaha. XD


    that's is really.i had wanted to do!


    but to think again,.perlu ke nk dendam. benci. tak suke.semua ni ? tak untung ape2 (.join churp2 lagi untung, hoho iklan kejap) maka say NO to dendam2. sy da tak dendam ngn awak da. sy da mintak maaf kat awak kn hari tu.kan kan. :)

    kalau org tak suke kita,biar la dia.takyah la kita nk dendam kt dia pulak.

    ni fariez nak quote kata2 ibu cik epal

    kalo org benci kat kita...kita syg dy balek..
    kalo org nk musuh2x ngn kita...kita maafkan je la dy..
    nnt hati kita pon tenang...bersangka baik ngn org..
    maybe kadang2x dy wat kita camtu..dy de sbb tersendiri yg kita xtaw..
    kalo hati kita bersih...muka kita pon berseri...

    kenapa kita sampai boleh berdendam?ade banyak sebab, macam fariez sendiri :
    1.dendam dgn org yang cakap fariez bodoh.mentang2 fariez tak kurang pandai.( mase darjah satu dulu)
    2.dendam kesumat dgn pencurik kat maktab dulu.sume barang die nk curik.(tp frz tak tahu pun sape pencuri tu)
    3.dendam oo dengan cikgu yang tuduh sy buat perjumpaan al-kaedah dekat toilet.die siap rotan sy (logik ke budak sekolah form 1 join al kaedah,al kaedah tu ape pun frz tak tahu time tu )
    4.dll.

    korang tau ape kesan dendam yang kita cipta tu?
    1.nombor satu. hati tak senang.
    2.kedua: hati tak senang.
    3.point no 4 5 6 dan seterusnye : HATI TAK SENANG.
    dendam boleh buat hati kite jd teruk kn.setuju tak? tak percaye.check this out!

    macam mana nak hilangkan dendam?
    macam mane? kalau time SMART CYCLE,ketua SC suke tnye soalan balik kt kite.
    pantang nmapk muke i blur sket.trus je.."ha, fariez, macam mana nak hilangkan dendam.
    dan fariez akan jawab..ustaz dr Shihabudin cakap, cara die senang je..
    maafkan la org tu.that's the word! memaafkan. :D

    ha ni hadiah yang di janjikan.fariez tak kaya nak kasi duit2 raye. ni je yang mampu.
    ni bukan kad raye ye, bukan juga duit kertas palsu rm2, rm100 macam kat Fesbuk tu.amik eh.sila klik.saya nak HADIAH!!




    SELAMAT HARI RAYA! MAAFKAN SALAH SILAP FARIEZ. a.k.a CONNIE.
    JANGAN SIA-SIAKAN PELUANG BERMAAF-MAAFAN DI BULAN SYAWAL :D
    (familiar with those words?)

    September 15, 2009

    Doctor wannabe?

    agak nye kalau buat survey kat org ramai.
    berapa bnyak yang berpuas hati dgn treatment yang diberikan oleh doktor.
    Agak2 nye lagi ramai y tak berpuas hati kot??

    sbb ape fariez ckp mcm tu??
    sbb nye dlm bulan ramadhan ni je, banyak gile org komplain pasal doctor.
    adoi. komplain dekat telinga i plak.mmg berdesing je.
    frz paham, niat diorng nak bagi peringatan kt frz..

    "nanti bile kome jd doc, jgn le jd lagu tu" (slang perak sket)

    mak pun komplain jugak. mak ckp, pas nie mak tak nak da pegi klinik Dr XXXX tu, mak sanggup pegi yang jauh2.nape??hr tu mak msuk bilik die, bau rokok! rupaye Dr tu merokok.oppss.
    respon fariez : ish, Dr pun merokok eh mak?? (buat2 tanye)

    sorang kawan frz,tiba meyuarakan rasa tak puas hati.
    "doktor tu buat kerja tak ikhlas!".ntah ape la y doktor tu buat kat die kn.respon fariez: ala, doktor pun manusia biasa..

    pengalaman fariez sendiri,lps sahur hr tue, perut frz sakit sgt.nak berdiri tak boleh,pastu dgn backpain yang sgt unbearable.so mak pun decide bwk frz pegi hospital.ade 2 org Dr lelaki yang bertugas kt emergency department mse tu. with helps by a nurse, doc tu buat ECG test. smbil2 tu diorang amik history.masalahnye diorang ni..nak tnye patient da kawen ke belum boleh pulak ketawa2. ya rabb.mse tu frz sbr je la.sy nih tgh tahan sakit..

    care diorang amik history:
    "adiiikkkk..hik hik hik..adik ni.. da kawen kee belummmm~?"
    " period bile last eh?? hik hik"
    (TT.TT)

    so skng nih, pape hal, pergi je private hospital.puas hati kan..kan..

    macam nani haritu, buat appointment dgn doktor hospital swasta.nani keluar dr bilik hospital tu,
    muke senyum je.dalam mase sejam siap sume.nani mmg puas hati.tapi time nk bayar.daftar untuk hospital je da rm90. service ratus2, tak termasuk barang2 kt farmasi lg..haish.

    kalau tak mampu?? ntah la..

    betul ke doctor ni memandang duet je?ha nie satu lagi persoalan

    mungkin ade Doctor mcm tu kn, tp bukan semua.
    ingatan tuk fariez, n kawan2..jg attitude..

    Look after patients first,and the money will look after itself. 

    P/s: jd lecturer ke nk jd doc ni.

    September 02, 2009

    Kesayangan sy.

    assalamualaikum Baba,

    da lame akak tak tulis surat kan.mase 1st year dulu, rajin je :)
    banyak bende akak nk cte.pasal family kita.

    baba nak tau, mak da nampak ceria sekarang,da semangat nak masak2. da ceria. :) waktu bukak puase da tak suram macam tahun lepas. berat mak da turun banyak, ramai org igt sbb mak makan hati.tp akak tahu, bukan sbb mak makan hati, tapi sbb mak happy.

    abang da bertunang tau, tunang die cantek, comel je. akak tak penah jumpe lagi.tp da tgk gambar. mak kate kak wahdah tu lembut sgt, mak kak wadah pun lembut je.Mak kata taun depan abag kawen. Abang da tak keje dekat SIRIM shah alam da. die keje kat Melaka skng. die rajin balik rumah kalau cuti. pastu kalau sempat die la hantar kan adek balik asrama. baguskan. tapi abg same je mcm dulu. diam je..tak bnyak cakap.

    kak ida pulak da msuk U, kat UITM skng, die amik TESL. die pun nampak happy amik course tu. akak tgk die aktif je beraktviti.kak idah da besar skng, da pandai melawa da :) kalau tgk gambar mak mse muda2 same mcm kak ida. kak ida da tak nangis2 sangat da. sbb mak slalu ikut je ckp die.k adang2 je kalau mak malas nak layan die berangin.

    Suparjo baba, ebob ngn adek. heee. da lame tak dgr org panggil diorang Suparjo. Baba kan selalu panggil diorang Suparjo dulu. :) Ebob da form 5. die SPM tahun ni. mak risau sangat pasal die. akak pun risau. Sbb ebob tak nampak serius sangat belajar. Tambah2 mak belikn die laptop, asyik main game je. kalau baba ade mesti baba marah2 die kan. skng ni takde sape nak marah die.tp kat sekolah ebob okie je, die jd pengawas lagi skng,pastu hari tu asyik busy ngn kawad.ebob jd commander.alhamdulilah,diorang johan. bangge mak.

    ha,vespa baba kan, ebob guna lagi pegi sekolah.mak da cat kan baru, ebob kate warne merah baru nmpak remaje.so tada~ vespa baba da jd warne merah.hee. Abg Lan yang buat sume.
    Abg lan kan, die accident baru2 ni. teruk jugak.da bape minggu ntah duk umah je.

    Adek pulak, da tinggi. tinggi dari akak,tinggi dari ebob. pandai da skng..da tak nak potong rambut no 4. da panda nk fashion2. :) adek macam adek la, kalau balik umah tak abis2 mengusik mak.Hari tu adek demam teruk, mengigil2 badan die. mak rsau sgt2. sbb takut adek kene H1N1. tp alhamdulillah. pas tu adek sihat. adek rajin pegi terawih, same mcm die kecik2 dulu. :) slalu ckp kat mak malas nk pegi,tapi last2 mesti die pegi jugak. :) kalau mak suruh die buat ape2, mesti die buat.

    Akak?owhss.
    akak tgh cuti sekarang.tak buat ape sgt. duk umah je. temankan mak. tolong mak masak, basuh baju, basuh pinggan :) Sem depan akak masuk 4th year da. makne nye tinggal dua tahun lagi nak abes. mak selalu pesan, "akak kne abiskan belajar,kan baba yang nak akak amik medic " akak tak lupe punye. tapi result akak tak bagus sgt. setakat lepas je. exam baru2 ni pun,cam.. erm, takpela, akak doa je, harap2 sume okie.

    fairuz cakap, bulan ramadhan ni baba ngn embah die boleh balik tgk family.
    sbb tu akak tulis ni. baba jgn risau pasal kitorang. kitorang sume okay.

    cuma nya, akak rindu sangat kat baba.. (TT.TT)
    rindu sangat2. baba tau kan akak selalu doa baba bahgia kat sana.
    (lap2 air mate,lap2 hinggus)

    out to sleep.

    (sedekah kan al fatihah untuk baba sy boleh kan??)



    August 31, 2009

    bonus!!

    yeah! nuffnang is rewarding his member new CTR bonus.

    (actually,it was ages since i last went to nuffnang website.
    and i'm suprised to see that a lot had changed, but the color remains blue.tehee.)

    sje nk update walaupun pendek. lalala~

    ps:result da keluar eh, okie bonus baru untuk minggu ni.
    Ya ALLAH, please makes everything going smoothly.
    rs takut, tp kene lawan! doa kn sy!!

    August 26, 2009

    Truely what I think.

    I am probably one of millions blogger out there, who struck by a malas-update-blog syndrome.okay, i'm not lazy, actually i have so much things to tell the world. it's not that the laziness makes me away from the blog. to look back, it's the fear of being judge by reader(s) makes me reluctant to start typing.

    once, one of my clique said, not specific to me but generally to all bloggers."tak payah la kot nak cte ko mkn ape, pegi mane, letak gambar ko bnyak2 dlm blog tu"and i was like, dang. and baekla. ikut ckp die.

    stupid ain't it?
    but for whatever reasons, i've made my mind. either turning this blog into private one, or just blurt out anything here, and put the fear, and vulnerable part of me aside.huhu. biar la ape org nak cakap.people complaint much.bahaha.like i don't.

    what i say? i choose the last option. :)
    so,i may post anything,bout my daily life perhaps.what i eat or drinks and stuff.it's not like u all care, but it's my blog anyway XD.

    phew. at last.


    August 25, 2009

    Doa yang di makbulkan

    Hari ni satu doa sy di makbulkan.sangat tak di sangka-sangka.
    setiap kali solat sy doakan untuk dia.
    hati teringin sgt nak jumpa.nak tahu khabar berita.

    hari ini,finally DIA makbulkn doa fariez,

    Hanya syukur mampu sy panjatkan.

    August 10, 2009

    Mati tercekik ?

    ini kisah kelakar, di ceritakan oleh Mak saya.

    klaka ke? penat da cakap kat mak, smbil pukul lengan mak.

    "MAK!! tak maula!!!! tak lawak langsung .eee (T.T) "

    ikuti kisah nye...

    tgh hari tu, mak tnya saye.

    "akak, da mkn vitamin?"

    "da"

    mak tnye lagi

    "kene isap ke telan"


    "isap la.tak pun gigit je"

    lepas tu, mak sy gelak.bukan maen seronok.kuat2 punye ketawa.

    (sehari sebelum tu, mak sy temankn sy beli vitamin C.)

    sy tnye mak, kenape pulak mak gelak nih??

    mak pun cerita, pg tadi mse sahur, da nak dekat azan da.
    mak nak makan vitamin tu, sebab nak cepat mak telan je.
    sekali tersangkut kt tekak.haha mak ingt, makda nk mati da.
    (kahkahkah,mak cte smbil gelak.)

    mak cerita lagi, die sempat pikir,
    ape la org kate nnt,hahaha mak die mati tercekik vitamin C.
    kakakaka (mak gelak lagi)

    fariez: ish mak nih.tak lawak!!!

    da lame frz tak upload gambr kn, nah tgk gmbr botol vitamin n vitamin








    ape kamu ingat kecik vitamin C ni?? besar dari ibu jari saya tahu,
    kalau berani cube la telan.kalau berani la..hehehe

    okie. tak kelaka.