September 29, 2012

macam tulis diari

Masuk hari ni kira dah 4 hari duk jauh2 dari Fairuz, kite balik rumah mak kite, tinggalah die dekat Shah Alam. Cewah cewah, mesti Fairuz berangan bujang kan ;P

 kite tak leh la duduk lama-lama dekat Shah Alam.. rasa mcm something is wrong.. duduk Malaysia tapi jarang-jarang jumpe Mak, rasa pelik, kite tak biasalaa.. so sementara tak kerja lagi ni kn, kite balik jugak Perak, nak spend masa dengan mak kite.

Best la duduk rumah sendiri, best gile.ehehe
pagi-pagi bangun lewat, mandi lewat, boleh breakfast nasi lemak hari-hari, boleh makan roti canai 2 keping. the other day kan, kite breakfast dengan family fairuz, mak mertua skali, Fairuz mmg tahu kite mkn roti canai kosong dua keping, die pun orderla "roti kosong 2". Skali mak Fairuz dengar, die cakap " farieza makan dua keping??? " T_T wuhuhu kite senyum2 sengih2 je la cover malu *aduh malu nyeeee*

kat rumah best, boleh ajak mak temankan pergi mana-mana pun. Hari ni mak temankan pergi cuci rambut & hair cut, tapi mak tak bayarkan dah.wuhuhu sebab dah kawen kan, segan la pulak nk mintak mak bayarkan. bestnye dah potong rambut & blow rambut .mood happy terus :))

Malam-malam dekat rumah kita, meriah.. jiran-jiran selalu sangat2 datang rumah. Diorang mcm maen masak2, pastu makan ramai2, dua hari lepas masak nasi lemak, semalam buat pulut dengan karipap, malam ni plan nk buat bihun sup nyum nyum. Diorang dah la klaka! rasanya kalau diorang masuk raja lawak mesti menang :D

esok nak cari baju kurung untuk convo, baju convo dah beli tahun lepas, punye la simpan nk pakai untuk convo, skali ade kenduri terpakai jugak. adess. terpaksa cari baju lain. tengokla,, kalau malas ni, mmg pakai jela baju lama untuk convo ni. 

cakap pasal convo baru teringat. berat kite dah naik banyak sgt. giler betul!! macam mana nk grad ni, malu laaaa, haish! esok la start diet & jogging. esok ?erm lusa laa..

Flight kite pergi egypt is next week! cepatnye masa berlalu! malas betul nak pergi mesir sebenarnye, tapi pakcik pesan, convo ni sekali je pun, penat-penat kakak belajar 6 tahun takkan taknak grad. sayang tau..maka beli la jugak tiket pergi mesir. Kali ni pergi mesir dengan mak & kak ida! Fairuz will follow days after. mesti diorang excited kan nk jalan-jalan kt Alex & Cairo.

erm. keyla dah rindu, nak calling2. Bagusla TM bagi call rumah ke rumah free. boleh calling2 sepanjang malam. rasa mcm org bercinta pulak. :P

k la bye!







September 28, 2012

Happy one month anniversary

 Fariez rasa kitorang sgt perfect for each other :D



September 18, 2012

Newlywed with a short update.

Assalamualaikum !
A little quite here,it has been only a month but a LOT of new things were going on.

i've finished my final exam like finally!Alhamdulillah.Then i was busy kemas rumah,packing things and wehuuu, balik Malaysia !! Alhamdulillah finally i'm home for good!

lepas tu busy preparing for eid, it was nothing much actually-masak rendang ayam & nasi impit je.Even my sister in law, kak wadah terkejut we were that simple.Tahun ni we celebrate Eid dekat perak je,ziarah kubur then gerak ke rumah opah dekat Taiping. Takde open house, takde konvoi raya & such.

the week after eid  was filled with pre-wed activities: shopping some things, fitting baju, setelkan pasal pelamin & make up artist, siapkan hantaran, packing goodies bag,(Alhamdulillah, fariez ade jiran2 y rajin tolong,no kidding, they were super awesome!) i went for sauna, facial and make a new friends. Done my inai & ready to get married :D My nikah day was on 24th august, kenduri rumah Fariez was held on the next day, 25th dan kenduri rumah Fairuz on the next week.

lepas tu,setiap hari pun fariez pergi open house! on weekend pergi kenduri kawen.open house selalunya lepas magrib & lepas isya, makanan semuaaaa sedap2. huwaaa, how to maintain an ideal weight u tell me.berat naik 5kg within a month!huh.

besides open house, i went dating with my husband like a lot! keluar shopping jalan-jalan & makan without to worry bout the expenses is the best part! ehehe.

Well, that's my one month life story.

2 pics for your viewing plesure :D have a nice day peeps!




August 14, 2012

Smell like a vacation!

Yeah! Lagi 2 hari nak nk balik Malaysia! can u believe that?!
Macam tak percaya laaaa.

Menyesal je tak beli flight Qatar Airways, kalau tak mesti fariez dah ade dekat Msia sekarang. Hari tu fariez beli tiket Egypt air, mahal la jugak. Beli sebab konon2 taknak ponteng pre-intern,kalau beli Qatar  akan ponteng sehari. konon-konon pre-intern ni penting la sangat, tak mau ponteng. ceit podah! ramai kot y ponteng intern, macam tak penting je intern ni .Konon-konon ade buku log untuk internship? dusta belaka.*dush* 

Last week dah decide nk tukar flight, i mean nak tukar tarikh.Sadly, egypt air kena bayar  1400 egyptian pound untuk tukar tarikh! Gile eh? Qatar airways F.O.C kott! Nasihat untuk adek-adek y still dekat Mesir, beli la tiket Qatar airways, unless kalau airlines lain sangat murah. Kalau beza 2-3 ratus baek beli Qatar.Puas hati.

Fariez dah isytihar cuti  pun starting minggu ni. :)
taknak datang kelas dan ponteng tanpa rs bersalah :)
Maka, marilah menikmati hari-hari terakhir di Egypt dgn gembira :))





Alhamdulillah, bulan puasa ni pernah masak berapa kali je dekat rumah, hari-hari laen dapat jemputan berbuka rumah orang. Semoga Allah bukakan seluas-luasnya pintu rezeki buat mereka. Amin











August 01, 2012

Wordless wednesday - Dream on!








July 29, 2012

Honeymoon time!

Kitorang dah habis exam!! kheir insyaAllah.
Azab jugak nak menghabiskan exam clinical surgery last ni,tunggu turn berjam-jam.
Mula-mula semua cuak-cuak lagi. tekun je baca buku.

 Last minutes discussion..seboleh-bolehnya
 Random picture, caught Migha day dreaming.. ehehehe
Nik nabilah  with her best partner.
 Dah penat revise, semua org start bergambar. excited lebih nak habis exam.
 kind-hearted & easy to get along people.i believe, they gonna be a good insyaAllah
  so sweet kawan-kawan saya ni.manis macam gula. aww.
 Tak boleh nak dinafikan,some persons are special, they touch our heart and no matter what had happened they will stay in our heart forever. <3<3<3


 Case for our exam.*BADII*  BCC, Achalasia, Lumbar Disc Prolapse, Inguinal hernia, Instestinal onstruction. sure i'll remember this sampai kerja sampai bile-bile. 
 Revise lagi, tapi kali ni landing atas katil, macam study dekat rumah.
 last but not least, muka yang dah penat tunggu turn! huwarggh, mcam tak percaya dah habis exam> thus this gonna be my last entry bout medical school.Seriously, someone  slap me on the face please. hehehe. 

i will never be able to thank Allah enough! sangat banyak nikmatnya..Ya Rahman Ya Rahim :')

July 27, 2012

wearing my best smile!


stressful days begin to wear away,exciting days are waiting ahead!

still ada satu exam lagi, this's truely the final one! can't wait.
pagi-pagi td, our student representative informed that the coming exam will be just a written exam.
no oral exam,?no long case? and no need to face any doctor! Seriously?

phew!sgt melegakan, tapi kan...
bile fariez fikir balik, if there's any doc to evaluate pun okie je.
u know, doktor kat sini sgt murah hati..kalau jawab dgn betul confirm dpt high marks,
kalau jawab tak betul pun still markah okie je.tak pernah ade doctor y macam sengaja nk fail kn students.
kalau kita tak tahu jawapan, diorang akan ajar time tu.they are purely kind like that.May God bless.


teringat dulu doc resident pernah cakap" don't worry the professors are all benign" ahah.

* * * * * * * * *

anyhow, smlm dah macam hari last persekolahan.happy faces were everywhere! people were taking pictures like there's no tomorrow.

Fariez tak bergambar sgt, i'm enjoying myself dengan menghatar invitation kad! perasaan yang best tak tipu. ngeee :D i've been waiting for that moment since years, like finally kan... :D


yelah, kita dah rancang dgn elok, tp sebenarnya rancangan Allah adalah y terbaik.Tq Allah.i know,i should thanks Allah more, and stop complaining.Everyone should!

oh ya,i've so limited invitation cards,6th years ade 200 student for real. So tak semua dapat, close friends& who's coming are my priority, and some got to share the card. jgn amik hati  ye sayang2 sekalian. All are invited regardlessly.


I'm loving the colours & the simplicity ! nah i love all about it.this is how the card look like.love love.

u see, merah is forever my fav colour :)


July 25, 2012

2nd last! pheeuw


Esok exam paper surgery ! time really flies :D
Cardiothoracic surgery, Pead surgery, Neurosurgery, Vascular surgery dgn ape ntah satu lagi. ececeh *buat-buat lupe :D All subjects in one paper bebeh! 

Doa saya yang kudus..

Semoga esok soalan semua senang-senang boleh jawab laju-laju dengan tulisan besar cantek & kemas. Doktor semak jawapan dengan senang hati sambil senyum gembira, lalu bermurah hati bagi markah tinggi-tinggi. Amin.Amin.

study-study jugak, Al-quran satu juzuk sehari & solat teraweh, tahajud jgn lupe yaw.




July 23, 2012

Hari-hari yang sunyi

still i've many lectures to revise but they got abandoned instead.bad girl i am.

i'm very aware that my final exam just hours ahead
but urgh...can't barely focus.
this tranquil environment is slowly suffocating  me to death.
i would prefer to call this house as a gua.seriously.
even i can hear the the clock ticking. tick tick tick..
sunyi gile, like i'm the only living creature in here.
secretly i wish nani/ika were here.
but nah. they got their own life to lead.

how "these people" managed to live alone i wonder?
and sampai hati tkay leave me without a word? :'(
for god sake, we need a community for a reason

i am so going to kacau kak fatin.No, i mean.
i'm going to go study with her.gtg!


July 11, 2012

Siapa bela ikan?

esok lusa dah nk exam final!!

Nak cakap dah tepu otak, erm tipulah sangat kan..
tapi nk teruskan baca satu2, ya Allah.. azab betul.

anyway, tadi petang dekat Fb, Raja (kawan sekolah fariez) post soalan ala teka teki gituw.
Best la. fariez suka! mcm sudoku solving.
sape2 y ade mase boleh la jawab soalan teka teki ni.

Ini merupakan soalan tersebut :-
~ Ada 5 buah rumah yang masing-masing memiliki warna berbeza.
~ Setiap rumah dihuni seorang lelaki dengan bangsa yang berbeza-beza.
~ Setiap penghuni menyukai satu jenis minuman tertentu.
~ setiap mereka merokok rokok berlainan dan memelihara satu jenis haiwan tertentu.
~ Tidak ada satupun dari kelima orang tersebut yang minum minuman yang sama, merokok rokok yang sama dan memelihara haiwan yang sama seperti penghuni yang lain.

SOALANNYA : SIAPAKAH YANG MEMELIHARA IKAN ??

Antara petunjuk yang di beri :
1. Orang Inggris tinggal di dalam rumah berwarna merah.
2. Orang Sweden memelihara anjing.
3. Orang Denmark suka minum teh.
4. Rumah berwarna hijau terletak tepat disebelah kiri rumah berwarna putih.
5. Penghuni rumah berwarna hijau suka minum kopi.
6. Orang yang merokok PallMall memelihara burung.
7. Penghuni rumah yang terletak di tengah-tengah suka minum susu.
8. Penghuni rumah berwarna kuning merokok Dunhill.
9. Orang Norway tinggal dirumah pertama.
10. Orang yang merokok Marlboro tinggal disebelah orang yang memelihara kucing.
11. Orang yang memelihara kuda tinggal disebelah orang yang merokok Dunhill.
12. Orang yang merokok Winfield suka minum bir.
13. Disebelah rumah berwarna biru tinggal orang Norway.
14. Orang Jerman merokok Rothmans.
15. Orang yang merokok Marlboro berjiran dengan orang yang minum air.


Nak ikutkan, bukanlah jawapan y penting,
yang lebih penting ialah cara kita nk dapatkan jawapan tu.
apa usaha kita, jujur atau tak kita dengan diri sendiri?
takde benda y datang bergolek.. semua kena ada usaha..

maka konklusinya..
erm, fikir-fikirkanla..

p/s: betulkan niat selalu, belajar untuk apa?exam ni untuk apa?
semoga semuanya lillahi taala.



July 09, 2012

Just dance, gonna be okie

hari ni saya in a happy mood :))

maka sy telah menghadiakan housemate sy sebuah toilet y bersih.hehehe. 
baru habis cuci toilet sebenarnye.semoga semuorang hepi time mandi nanti 
hari tu housemate sy dah volunter bersihkan lantai rumah.sorang lagi bersihkan dapur.
turn sy pulak luang sikit mse cuci toilet.

eh nape sy happy hr ni?
sbbnya hr ni sy pergi kls revision, dapat la revise banyak benda.Alhamdulillah.
sape y tak pergi patut rasa mnyesal & rs bersalah tau,
sbbnye doc dah spend masa nk ajar kita,kita pulak malas2..
patut tak? tak patut tak patut.

sy happy sbb hari ni parcel y sy tunggu2 dah sampai :)
ade kad2 jemputan untuk kenduri kawen shaye.ngeee *malu*
selama ni selau je suruh fairuz share gambr2 kad jemputan tu..
tp die selalu lupa T_T'

tapi takpela, dah sampai pun kad-kad tu dekat sini.
jauhkan.. dari Malaysia poss datang Mesir, ah,semata-mata..
Mashey manyak-manyak dekat Fairuz sbb tolong poskan,
oh ya, design kad tu & warna combination semua dia y pilih.

huhuhu.macam ni rupenya rasa bila tgk kad kawen sendiri.ngeee
mcm tak percaya + excited ! fariez dah siap2 lipat dah..
tak sabar nak distribute dekat kawan2.ngee :D

tapi kad ni ade sikit je, korang share2 la eh. boley?

kla, nk g study sikit sblum margrib.sampai jumpa lagi. Da~





July 04, 2012

wordless



July 03, 2012

rabbi yassir wala tu'assir

Now that my last class had already ended.Seriously?!

I dont have mixed feelings or whatsoever, i just wakeup in the morning, dengan perasaan yang  tak beza dengan semalam, prepared my breakfast, having  a cuppa hot milo and that's when i sedar  i'm late already!grab beg sekolah and ready for school! aha, exactly the same mcm smlm. cuma hari  i bring a camera together, in case if i need it.

tapi takde mood nak bergambar ke hape. takde perasaan. Selama ni mcm bayangkan that i'm so gonna be the happiest person on earth on my last day of school. sangat la tak. terfikir2, banyak lagi y nak kena cover. Cardiothoracic, palstic surgery, peads surgery, neurosurgery...not to mention internal medicine. *pengsan*
but akhir-akhir kelas, bila semua orang pun busy with their cameras,frz manage to put a smile & join diorang bergambr.i so adela sekeping dua gambar di hari last persekolahan. hope the pictures will turn out nice.

lecture & clinical round dah habis, exam esok lusa je. tapi banyyyyyyakkkk lagi tak habis baca T_T' terukkan? dahla, penat dah rasa teruk dgn diri sendiri.

harap-harap boleh habiskan study lectures neurosurgery malam ni.still i have 40pages to read!
Peads ade lagi beberapa lectures.
carditohoracic & vascular frz nak jawab mcqs je la.
esok pagi habiskan plastic surgery.
malamnya revise xray, CT & MRI & clinical cases.

*deep breath*

rabbi yassir wala tu'assir
May Allah grant us (all the 6th year students) the strength to go trough this.

June 29, 2012

renyuk dan hancur

pernah sy rs hati sy renyuk..
mungkin hati sy di buat dari material y mudah renyuk?
kertas barangkali?

dulu hati sy pernah hancur dan berderaian.
itu sifat kaca, hati  sy dibuat dr kaca?

histologically, hati terdiri dari sel-sel terus membentuk soft tissues,
bukan ke soft tisue kalis renyuk dan tidak hacur?

macam mana kalau hati rs panas dan terbakar?
panggil bomba ?




June 28, 2012

sejenak melayan perasaan


Kenangan tinggal kenangan.
pastinya y indah terpahat, kekal sampai mati.y pahit fariez susun2 ke tepi.
Semampunya, bila sampai bab hati dan perasaan fariez akan cuba elak.
Semampunya..
sudah-sudahla kan..molek benar kalau pandangan y kita punya ini
dilontar ke hadapan. iyalah, apa adanya.

#pic: 1st reunion 505,tahun 2006 at midvalley pizzahut

June 27, 2012

wordless wednesday


June 24, 2012

Mabrouk Dr Morsy

Petang tadi betul2,berdebar menunggu keputusan pilihan raya Mesir.Siapa y tak berdebar.Ini titik tolak y penting dalam Islam.Seriously Dr Morsi kena menang. Dalam debaran itu, sibuk je bukak website, update  itu ini.

Oh lagi 30 min lagi sebelum pengumuman! Apa kata.. apa kata, kite baring kejap.. Sambil-sambil baring, dalam hati tak henti mendoakan semoga kejayaan milik Dr Morsy.Mata wajib la tertutup kan, konon feeling cett, sekali tertidur. T_T nyenyak pulak.

terlepas sudah, pengumuman live kemenangan Dr.Morsy. 

Terjaga, pukul 5, itu pun sbb fairuz call bertubi-tubi. excited la tu nk bitau kat org, presiden baru Mesir.
Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah.. Syukur pd Allah. (sape y tak buat sujud syukur lg sila berbuat demikian)

Fariez ni jenis hati cepat tersentuh sikit, kalau tengok iklan Milo pun boleh bergenang air mata sbb terharu. Sebut jela semua iklan2 yang mana ada anak-anak berjaya & ibu bapa tersenyum macam iklan biskut tiger tu kan,mmg tacing la.mula la rs sebak, air mata bergenang.. overkan sy. tapi yeah, that's me.

Bila bukak je fb penuh timeline dgn berita kejayaan Dr morsy- terus sebak. *kesat air mata*
Allahuakbar..Ini janji Allah, Islam pasti tertegak satu hari nanti.
Rasa bodoh jugak, sebab before ni tak doa banyak2 lagi untuk kejayaan Dr Morsi.
Bodoh sbb tak 100% yakin Dr Morsi akan menang, kenapa ade sekelumit rasa takut ?
Bukan sepatutnya kena yakin ke?

Ini pengajaran untuk Fariez, kena sentiasa tingkatkan doa. (doa kan senjata kita)
dan kena yakin 100% y Allah akan makbulkan doa!

Hait!* semangat*

Papehal, mabrouk Ejipsi! Mabrouk!

p/s: terikan suara kegembiraan, dgn bunyi hon masih kuat kedengaran dekat luar, buat pertama kalinya,jiwa ini rasa tenang dgr bunyi hon tanpa henti.

June 21, 2012

Health is wealth

Bila kita kurang sihat, we'll find it's hard or even impossible to enjoy daily life.
I believe everyone would agree with that.there's no doubt.


Alhamdulillah, sekarang i feel healthier & much happier living a life with a gallblader outside my body. hehe I had my gallbladder removed last week, now it's safe and sound in a jar filled with formalin.when i'm bored  i can poke it even.hehehe.i might as well dissect it someday.i'll let u know & will post the pic if i did.


Some might asks, can we live without a gallbladder? obviously,yes! u can see i'm still living & breathing, can't u? A gallbladder is indeed an organ u can live without. It is just a storage of bile which originally produced in the liver. (Bile that aids the process of fat digestion in intestine )upon eating fatty meals, the gall bladder will contracts and releases the bile into intestine.so, without the gallbladder the bile will be constantly delivered into the intestine instead of being stored.ececeh, basic physio terr.


Biliary colic seriously gila punye night mare.i usually had a my everyday combine lunch+dinner meals around 6pm, bila malam je mula la meroyan sbb sakit, then i took a pain killer accordingly and forced myself to sleep.the pain was so intense that i only managed to sleep after 2-3 am. no joke, this's a true story.so agak2 esok nk exam, banyak benda tak study, mmg tak makan malam, sbb tu berat turun :P


Sekarang Alhamdulillah, everything is fine, i even have more frequent bowel movement. I've 4 very small incisions on my abd, btw, for some reasons they look cute kekeke :P .one still oozing a lil bit and the rest look healthy and healing well.They'll soon leave me some scars, but that's not a big deal n i hv no problem with that :) the bottom line is I'm now pain-free.Seriously. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah..





June 13, 2012

Lap Chole

Esok 6.30 am. Al-Salamah hospital.
It's gonna be just a simple walk in operation,tapi berdebarnye, Ya Allah tak tahula nak cakap.
Bila teringat yang sebenarnye,apa-apa yang terjadi pada kita ni, Allah dah rancang dan insyaAllah itu adalah y terbaek buat diri rasa tenang sikit.

Everything gonna be fine kan. :)
Goodbye back pain,  i can't wait to get well soon :D

June 08, 2012

Weekend Bits









This weekend just seemed to fly right by... a complete opposite of how last weekend seemed to feel. Last week I've spend the whole day doing..urgh, even i hate to mention it.

This weekend,finally,I'm starting to read cardio text book, which I've had on hold for awhile.Even i may take sometimes to finish it,but to finally had it start give me such a huge relieve.U know it's not the everyday tasks that pull off our energy, but actually it's the undone things.They keep piling up & drains us out even by just thinking bout it. There was a time when i was so stressed out with my to-do-list and i choose to stop writing it .yeah, bijak dalam kurungan .Little did i know that the only way to get rid of the serabut-ness is just by trying to do all the task asap.

I'm looking forward for a more productive + positive coming days.Ehem, I'm so not going to cry/regret on  the day before final exam.

June 06, 2012

Wordless Wednesday








May 31, 2012

Do you suffer from white coat phobia ?

Alang-alang baru lepas menaip essay EILTS & dalam mood melayan perasaan , elokla ku sambungkan saja menaip dekat blog yang kian sunyi dan terpinggir ni.

Not so recently la, Fariez balik Msia, cuti pendek 2 minggu.Mostly kawan-kawan rapat tahu the reason why Fariez balik Msia. Ada yang tak tahu & assumed frz balik sebab nak kawen.okie itu kelakar. Kalau nk kawen, mesti la i jemput u'olls :D

Anyway, sy balik Malaysia sebab saya ni penakut.Itulah kebenarannya.despite being the oldest sister, who always try hard to portray the characters of a strong grown-up women, I'm sometimes a chicken-hearted. kukuku *bunyik ayam* To visit a doctor (as a patients) never never never my favourite!They scared me like seriously. Ehem, pleaseeeeeeee, this is not a joke, and huwaaaa how could someone make fun of me out it :'( .Sampai hati kan..

Eventually, i'm having a never ending stomach problems since yrs & that's a  major self-conflicts.Saya takut jumpe doc, tapi kalau sy tak jumpe doc sampai bile pn sakit sy tak hilang kan.Kalau sakit sikit-sikit sy tahan jela.Selalunyala, sakit sikit-sikit ni, i either took some pills, or did a force vomitting , paksa diri untuk tidur. #truestory 

if u read my previous post or if u are one of  my dearest friends, u may probably notice that i was diagnosed having a gastritis before, later on the doctors said, no u have GERD take this and that as medications.but still the pain never fades away, later the doc changes his mind he suspected that i have parasites in my stomach.argh, ingtkan budak2 je ade cacing dlm perut sbb suka main pasir.rupenya sy y besar gajah ni pun ade cacing.Funny aite. the doctor mestila lagi tahu kan. so makan jela ubat cacing 3 bulan sekali.

But by time, i'm not only have a phobia towards those doctors, i develop satu perasaan baru terhadap mereka. yup. i hate them. well even more by a visit an another.NONE of them ask me for any further investigation.None of them can see the relation between my abdominal pain with my back pain.Such a pity.If  any of them request for endoscopy they may find my stomach lining is all healthy. i believe i don't need that awful tasted antacid. blergh.

Nak jadi cerita,early this yr during my ward rotation in the Emergency department (ED) i had an attack of an acute abdomen.Doctor kat situ advices for an abdomen ultrasound, and walla! There's a single stone building up in my gall bladder.The puzzle was finally solved . That stone la yang cause now an then troubles to my gastrointestinal systems.

One of my attending doctor cakap, "No, u cannot have a gall stone, U are so thin. U know the 4F ? 
female forty fertile fatty?"  T_T

So, this is a take home message from me, common things are common, but there's always always an exception.

To be continued..

May 14, 2012

why #1

kenapa kalau sedih,kita rasa sakit inside our chest at the heart?
rasa macam kena toreh. if u know what i mean.

anyway, soalan yang takde kena mengena dgn keadaan hidup semasa.
tiba-tiba je terfikir.. sebabnya pagi tadi, ade kelas scars n healing- plastic surgery.
Gambar luka-luka tu sangatla ngeri. rasa ngilu dekat hati tgk gambar-gambar tu..

kenapa dekat hati? Heart just pumping blood and has nothing to do with emotion kan?

April 28, 2012

Cuti sudah habis.

hye, assalamualaikum!

sy kini beersiaran dari El-shatby,Alexandri, Egypt! Macam tak percayaaaa.
sekejap dekat malaysia, sekarang dah sampai Mesir semula.

Puas hati dapat cuti hampir sebulan dekat Malaysia, dilayan macam anak tunggal dekat rumah. Mintak apa-apa je dapat. Nak makan apa-apa, sebut je.Kalau fariez sakit,nampak la mak risau gila. ngeh3. Kalau dilayan macam ni dari kecik, mesti fariez jd anak y spoil. Ah,dah besar ni pun ape kurang nya. Kesian mak. I love u Mak!! Napela fariez selalu buat mak risau, buat mak nangis...

Ingatkan dah selalu balik, takde la nak nangis dah waktu balik Mesir. Fail jugak, sia-sia je pakai bedak tebal. Depan mak cover-cover, kak ida ada sekali waktu tu. Mana boleh nangis. Masuk dalam bus, nangis tak henggat.

Mak pesan " tinggal 4bulan je lagi, belajar rajin-rajin."

Baeklaaah!

April 17, 2012

Masih... Alhamdulillah

oh terharunye bila sepanjang hari di Malaysia terima banyak msg, email,dari teman-teman yang tanyakan tentang kesihatan Fariez. Balik Egypt nanti frz belikan buahkan tangan tuk semua y tanya khabar eh :P

Tapi sy ni , yang bajet busy tak reply pun msg-msg mereka. Teruk betul. Fariez dekat Malaysia sehat walafiat.Sepanjang hidup Tak pernah rasa sesihat ni. (amboi over kau :P ) Alhamdulillah tak pernah sakit teruk lagi.

Sepatutnya Operation hari ni, 17 April. Sepatutnya la kan..tapi.. haih panjang ceritanya.. maleh teman nk menaipnye, dipendekkan cerita operation tu di tunda untuk masa akan datang :) lega!!

sape sanggup perut kena bedah ye dak?

March 26, 2012

Recently from zagazig

It was 3am and was rather dark upon our arrival at zagzig. There was really not enough light to have everything visible, only dogs barking sounds and sometimes a harsh hee-haawww can be clearly heard. On the next morning, we were surprised by the goodly green view from the wide open window! MasyaAllah, it feels so pure & refreshing , and really i just falls in love with zagzig instantly.
That's me caught in action,having both hands up and 3 feets away from the opponent.
(this photo credit & copyright goes to Liyana )

this pic was taken just after kalah dengan Cairo. it was unbelievable,like seriously we should had win the game. Kitorang dah leading on the 1st half! tapi itulah takde rezeki, but still kitorang boleh senyum and that's awesome :')
i love this pic without a reason. from left,Najah, Nisa, Nana dan saya :)



The greatest lesson yang fariez belajar from the game is that i shall always and always have my emotional stable in any situation.It might be a  huge downfall but that's not a reason to have a mental breakdown..i'll keep my emotional intact,have faith and just do my best.

what ever the outcome is,surely it is best for me.Only Allah knows, while i  know not.

All praises to Allah, for the bronze medal.