rambling

Wehuu. Update blog sebelum pergi ke emedicine.com!

1st of all, sesiapa rasa diri dia jenis suka mengarah. suruh orang buat kerja itu ini. get lost please! sakit hati betul tau ada kawan perangai macam ni. bluerk! Kau da la nak suruh-suruh orang buat kerja , lepas tu tak reti pulak nak cakap elok-elok. Kau igt orang suka? Saya tak suka okie!!

Tapi Frz mcm tak kuat la, tak reti nak cakap taknak. pastu macam patuh je la...tp tak puas hati. mmg confirm tak ikhlas kan apa yang Frz buat tu.

Anyway, sekarang Fariez da start clinical round Dermatology. Kalau nk di comparekan department opthal dgn department dermato..pergh macam  langit planet pluto dgn bumi.Jauh beza! 

1st the building itself. Building dia sangat horror,i told ya, Even there is one place which look no different from kawasan pelupusan sampah, nyamuk lalat are everywhere.(sapa y penah tangok would understand what i mean, tak ramai kot perasan tempat tu, sebab it's really a hidden place). 2ndly bout the classes..erm  so-so je la.. Tapi sekarang da hari ke-5, tak sangka semua bende pun macam bearable je.i mean boleh je la telan semua bende. takde la rs sangat sangat stress ke ape.

but u know, apa yang bagus pasal derm?  even clinical round sampai 5 jam.. Clinical case sentiasa je ada. Tak pernah putus-putus. Satu case ada la sampai 2 -3 orang patient. Sehari nak dekat sepuluh orang patient jugakla yang kitorang tgk.A very good exposure should i say.

Clinical picture of the patients pun sangat obvious, no need history taking banyak -banyak , no need maneuver and all. palpate sana palpate sini takde okie.A very simple job, we just need to observe the patient, touch sikit-sikit (if the lesion is not contagious and if ada gloves) then we are done.muahaha. i'm loving it! ( Walaupun sedikit busan sebab ulang-ulang bende yang sama ) but still, it's wayyy to simple! to be compared with internal Med whose patient with presented with chest problem, heart problem, yada yada yada oh so complicated.

Hehe. Sapa perasan wishlist Fariez tahu la kot, that Fariez would like to continue her study in dermatology and become a Dermatologist. (if God willing, insyallah). even before entering the clinical year lagi, Fariez already had it on mind. But that time rasa mcm, No, i cannot quickly jump to my decision..bcause i've so many things to discover, mana tahu tiba-tiba minat O&G ke,Pead ke, surgery ke? uh surgery?? hahaha.

Thinking that i've to do pervaginal examination gave me a palpitation. Thinking that i've never did the per vaginal exam on a real patient, urgh double my palpitation!

So far O&G mmg tolak tepi. I do feel that, being a female doc, i'm more responsible untuk amik O&G. Tapi, macam mana ni? Fariez tak minat O&G.n seriously, i do feel bad bout that.(but, i not going to bear the risk (again) for choosing something that i'm not interested in. No way!) 

Pernah suatu hari tu,rasa sangat tertampar, bila this surgeon with other O&G doctors directly sound.. "Korang ni jangan la fikir nak senang je, nak jadi opthalmologist, dermatologist, lecturer.. " Dang! how they know i'm going to  choose derm? I still remember,masa tu, one of my friends terus made her mind nk jadi surgeon. haha, Fariez pun, mcm out of sudden became so very euthusiastic, n i was like  "baekla! saya bercita-cita nak jd pakar sakit puan" but the truth is, it's just a saying coming out without much thinking. 

Ohmy, da panjang frz type.*benti pergi dapur minum susu jap*

er. tak tahu dah nk sambung type apa.okiela, kapan-kapan ketemu lagi.da~