May 21, 2010

Being The Best U Can Be -Idris Tawfiq

Pagi tadi,Fariez rase bless because i got an opportunity to attend a talk given by Idris Tawfiq.I was longing to hear his talk since years ago.

Korang penah tak rasa/alami this kind of situation, in which korang nak something,it's just come across your mind,like saya nak bende ni.U know deep in your heart you want it and u dream of that thing,It's not that u want it so badly smpai u keep on working/give so much efforts on it,besides if u do not get that thing, it does not affect u at all, but u know u want it.and out of sudden, God willng, u get what u want.

i bet u didnt get what i mean.Let me give an example,contohla u see someone who is talented in speaking at public,and then u are saying to yourself "i wanna be just like her, so strong, and so berani cakap depan org ramai"dan suatu hari,Allah takdirkan, u get that opportunity to talk in front of people,and u give ur best and finally your wish is now no longer an illusion.

Paham ke? what im trying to say is, well, ni ape y fariez rase la, it might not be applied to u,as u know each of us are unique by her/his own. okie, Ape yang Fariez rs is...when we say to ourself ,i wanna be like that/i wanna get that it,well,is actually a Niat, and when u say it again and again it is sort of Doa.

i dont know why am i saying all these thing,seriusly, i just feel so blessed right now,and i can't help but to express it.As for me, through all my entire life, this thing had happened not for the first or 2nd times,but it had happened many times that i can barely count it.

When i was very young,i was surrounded by ambitious friends,U know, mase kecik2 dulu, we used to ask our friends kan, "besar nanti awak nak jadi ape?"mcm tula la lebih kurang, and one of my best friend, she said kita nak pegi Uk pastu jd Doctor,fariez kagum kot dgn die, honestly,Going to Uk? never such thing come across my mind.pastu fariez cakap kat dlm hati "ah, nk pegi oversea n jadi doc jugakla".It was about 12 years ago..and now,here i am. *looking at those medical books*

here is another story,i dont rememeber exactly when,erm, it's about 2 yrs ago, i was thinkng of my Guru Besar sekolah rendah, He is a nice guy,who is always smiling and the best guru besar ever.Dia tak mengajar kitorang,Cuma kadang2 die ganti cikgu laen, and setiap kali die masuk kelas, he never failed to make my mine thinking,ape yang die cakap/cerita kat kelas was very thoughtful,menarik.Moreover,even he is a guru besar,die respek org.Yes,i can feel his respek towards us, students.owh, pnjng pulak explanation,sebenarnye nk ckp,2 tahun lepas la, lebih kurang, Fariez macam terfikir, Macam mane la Cikgu tu skng,is he doing fine,sihat ke, tak ke..cmne rupe die skng..(Guru besar tu da berumur mse frz sekolah rendah tu.)

okie, korang da boleh agak kot ape y jadi..yup,fariez jumpe die.Fariez tak sangka sgt, baru2 ni la, mase cuti haritu, fariez pegi hospital,i was waiting for my turn, when suddenly, a well known figure came and sat beside me.Of course die tak pasan Fariez, last jumpe mse fariez umur 12years old kot now that i am already 23,besar pnjng , mestila die tak cam.. Fariez cam muka die.sgt.mula-mula tergamam sekejap.
Fariez nk tahu die sihat ke tak,ape y die buat skng, tiba2, org tu ade depan mata! i was so delight, to know He is healthy,having not even a minor health problem (he was at the hospital to make regular medical check up)

And today it happened again.Alhmdulillah.
u dont know how it feel, bila hari-hari baca cerita pasal Idris tawfiq,almost every months recieved his notification bout his activities around the globe, Slalu terfikir, bile la fariez dapat jumpe Sir Idris Tawfiq ni. Pastu tiba2, dapat tahu he is going to give a talk to medical student of Alexandria Univesity!huh.cam mimpi jd kenyataan.
Alhamdulillah.




Mak Fariez cakap,
 Allah sentiasa dgr ape y kita mintak,Allah akan makbulkn Doa kita,
It's just a matter of time,mungkin tak dapat hari ni, kita dapat esok hari,
kalau tak esok pun, bulan depan mungkin, 
kalau tak dapat kat dunia ni, kat akhirat nanti insyallah Allah makbulkan :) 
tp... dgn jalan sabar n mengerjakan solat.

Sorry if the tittle of this entry has mislead you.here are some pics that i managed to snap.

they are now at my bookshelf
priceless, isn't it?

Alexandria community:Nigerian,Egyption,n Malaysian.


3 comments:

sarahR said...

oh, saya faham perasaan anda~ :) sgt2!

CONNIE said...

<3 Sarah..

han.nan.ni said...

sy pun pernah rasa cmtu kak farizz
huhu..alhamdulillah..
kita antara org2 terpilih tuk gi dgr talk sir idris tawfiq..
(wpun pg tu sgt liat nak bgun,maklum lah hari lpas exam)
hehe..caiyok k.fariz!!