September 28, 2010

better late than never


Happy birthday Fairuz Happy Belated Birthday.
I hope your days are special as u are and Pray that world will be kind to you
May Allah blessing n guidance are always with you
I wanted u to know that  my support n love are always for you.
and remember that u are loved unconditionally.

(picture was taken on 28th Sept @ Teluk Batik with a blur silhouette of him) 

September 25, 2010

supposedly

  • study surgery. I've stop studying.All the surgery stuffs, books n questions are already inside the luggage since 22sept,on which I've decided to continue my holidays until next Thursday. Supposedly i've to re-sit written surgery n Osce exactly tomorrow.
  • main game- Done! and i' sick of games!
  • khattam al-quran - :( sadly ,mission is incomplete.soon. (f)
  • pergi terawih- skipped some
  • nak jumpe Mira,irma,apom.lama sangat tak jumpe- i hate to mention it.(f)
  • pergi kenduri kawen kawan-kawan - Nisa je sempat.consider done. 
  • jumpe Shazwani.dengar cerita dia - tak sempat :( (f)
  • shopping/jalan-jalan ngn ika - consider done
  • bukak puasa dgn Emi, ika n sape2 y nak join. berbuka dgn safura n the geng instead
  • tgk sunset kat Teluk Senangin - teluk senangin seem to be far away. (f) done :D
  • Pergi Penang.melawat Nani n Cai - nani n cai come to my house instead. not once, not twice.
  • buat open house - done on 16th sept
  • pergi raya rumah Cikgu Hamdan dgn bebeh tercinta - did hangout with them, but went to Taufiq house instead
  • Pergi bazaar.beli fav food.- done.almost everyday
  • berbuka dgn kakak ipar- done
  • masak n ajak jiran-jiran berbuka kat rumah - masak, tapi makan dekat rumah cik mira, and rumah cik leha on the next day. bkan berbuka la tapi. we've luch together gether
  • Ziarah makciken n pakcik Ibrahim - done.twice on the same day.
  • Cari superstar baru - i've change my mind, i need no superstar, sandal will do
  • buat carrot cake - takde mood nk masak. (f)
  • celebrate birthday Fairuz (eh) - tak sempat. not even able to wish him. (f)  done
  • Makan mee rebus.ade org nk belnja - cancel mee rebus, ganti dgn nasi ayam @ putrajaya cafe
  • XXXX (rahsia) - done
  • Pergi umah Opah kat Taiping - done
  • belajar solve kan rubik cube sampai dapat - malas (f)
  • main bowling ngan nani n cai n fairuz. - undone, tunda next year (f)
  • renew visa - done
out 0f 26 items, i've manage to complete only 10 12 accordingly, 8 things done but with some changes and
6 are consider fail .


*edited on 28th sept

September 20, 2010

Emosi raya

Da seminggu lebih Eid fitr berlalu..Raya tahun ni seriusly, penuh dgn emosi.
Superficially, orang mugkin nampak kita hidup penuh dgn kegembiraan,gelak tawa , tapi reality nya hidup ni tak seindah itu.Ada je duka, pahit perit yang di tanggung.Sapa je yang tahu kan, diri sendiri jela.Beza nya, ada orang yang expose kesedihan nya, ada yang simpan dalam. :)

Untuk perigtan diri sendiri, dan sesiapa yang membaca entry ni. Percayalah, bukan kita sorang je yang susah, derita, di duga dgn musibah ujian n segala..orang lain pun sama.Semua orang ada bahagian masing-masing. kunci nya Sabar, sabar, dan sabar lagi. Sampai bila nk kene sabar? Selagi nyawa dikandung badan! Sebab tiada orang yang tak sabar akan masuk syurga.

*tarik nafas dalam dalam,lepas*

Selalu fariez beranggapan segala macam problems boleh hilang semudah kita menarik nafas dalam-dalam, dan lepas..lalu kecewa, bila nafas dilepaskan, tapi masalah kita masih bersama. tak pun, Masalah boleh hilang dengan tidur, or rebel. Sedar tak sedar, bende ni la yang selalu kita buat, walau kita tahu bende-bende tu tak membantu.mungkin ada significant dari segi Psycology-fariez pun tak tahu.

Berlapang dada lah..dgn memerima semua yang telah ditetapkan , berserahlah hanya pada Pencipta dan sentiasa memohon bantuan dan kekuatan dr DIA yang Maha Esa.

The end of the Day, kita sendiri dapat rasa, Dugaan ini mendekatkan lagi kita pada DIA. Dugaan-dugaan ini, buat kita rasa betapa lemahnya diri tanpa bantuaan ALLAH, Betapa kita keseorangan tanpa kasih sayang NYA. (Mood syahdu hari ni ) Dugaan-dugaan ni buat kita kuat dan lebih matang.

*tarik nafas dalam-dalam...lepas* cukupla sikit-sikit luahan jiwa. :)

Hari ni hari baru, yang semalam buat pedoman.
pesanan Nani "Fariez, kau jgn cepat melatah" "jangan cepat sangat putus asa"

September 17, 2010

E-day

Hari-hari sebelum 16 sept cik fariez or more feminine name of her,farieza was consider single, but days afterwards she is officially taken and automatically no longer available. takleh ngorat tunang orang kan, nanti berdosa.kan kan. (mesti Mr F lega, bila sy type mcm ni, ain't ya? ) 

Malu sebenarnye nk post gambar kat fb/tapi ramai y request, thus fariez upload la jugak, buat tatapan kawan-kawan tercinta terutama kawan-kawan yang nk datang rumah, tapi tak dtg sbb nk pergi Temerloh yang at last tak pergi pun temerloh. nyampah i. 



Aiseh,tertunduk malu (refer gambar di atas)."ish tak tahu la kenapa segan sangat" :$ quote from cik farieza. yela,ramai kot orang y snap. selama ni mane penah, kalau bergambar wajib je ajak orang join sekali. cik farieza ni suka snap gambr orang, tapi kalau orang nk snap gmbr die, mula la malu-malu..menurut cik farieza, she was very nervous, her hands was shaking at that time! Nani, her bestfriends who was there, would agree! Takmo la ulang moment tu.

Tapikan, esoknya, which is today.barula sedar, ade sikit je gambr tunang. gambar birthday tahun ni lagi bnyak.berkali-kali ganda ganyak compare dgn gambr time bertunang.pastu baru la ngade-ngade nk nyesal-nyesal kn.ntah pape.eeeei. *geram dgn diri sendiri sekejap.

Ramai yang tanya, happy tak da bertunang? Honestly, mestila happy.Moment yang paling happy bila mak cakap,"majlis bertunang nk buat bila nih?" berbunga-bunga hati i tau. :)

Soalan lain,oran tanya: bila big day nye?bertunang sampai bila? jawapan cik Farieza, doakan la semoga cepat-cepat cik farieza ni boleh kawen. Seriously, she needs your doa becauase the exact date for the wedding was not yet confirmed.Enough said,it's not around the corner.(but who knows..thus,she freaking needs your doa.cepat-cepatkan la majlis cik Farieza ni.ameen,ameen ya Rab)

more about the E-day:
Hiasan hantaran adalah hasil tangan sendiri dengan bantuan yang hampir 40% oleh kawan baiknya Nani. Cik Farieza dgn Nani tidur pukul 4am, nak siapkn hantaran. ala, macam tak biasa.. a night before Nani bertunang pun, sama-sama tido lewat, waktu Nani nikah pun sama.nk dekat 4 pagi baru tidur. Sirih junjung, pagi tu baru siapkan.Nampak tak Sirih junjung dlm gambr tu,Farieza, Nani dan husband die yang buat.Masing-masing tak mandi pagi lagi :P

teringt moment mane nk start buat.Nani, da cakap awal-awal "aku tak reti buat bende ni.Laju je cik Farieza yakin kan Nani "just believe in yourself, u can do it!"hahaha.risau la, sebab kalau Nani tak buat, sape lagi nk buat, cik Farieza time tu, tengah berinai.Last-last, cik Farieza pergi basuh tangan, lalu sama-sama siapkn Sireh junjung.Cai pun semangt bagi idea.macam ni, macam ni.Kenagan terindah. :)


Peneman cik farieza dalam bilik, sementara  orang tua-tua berbincang dekat luar, happy sgt ade diorang. takdela nervous sorang-sorang kan.sayang la kat Nani n Cai.



Overall, majlis berjalan lancar.cepat je. pukul 12.30 rombongan smpai.bincang-bincang, sarung cincin, makan, tangkap gambr sikit, pukul 2 da hantar rombongan balik.wa~ sgt express.opss, da lama tak menaip, terpanjang la plak.

k la gtg.. esok nk pergi wedding Nisa, nk pikir, baju ape nk pakai..

p/s: ni entry Nani bertunang.(gmbr je pun) kalau nk tgk.klik la.jgn malu-malu :P



September 13, 2010

Raya Sakan

Hari ni da raya ketiga.u know,i never bother to wish my reader(s) Happy Raya. but this time..i wanna take this opportunity to wish ALL my blog reader(s),either u are reading my lil blog silently or actively leaving comments,who are accidentally reach my blog or constantly reading it.

Happy Raya everyone! May u have a splendid n delightful raya ever and as i pray that this Raya will brings me more happiness,well im praying the same thing to all of u.( especially to readers and friends who recently get married or will get married during this raya, to be mention : congratulations goes to these couples: Sue and Atif, Fadel and Atun,Kak Tikah and her spouse,Saadah n Farhanmahabot, Fakrudin and his spouse,Nisa n hers and the last but not least Yus and Miji.Ha ade berapa couples semua? count it by yourself :) kawan-kawan yang lain pun samala, i wishing u guy Selamat hari raya!)

This year,i know,i've been a bad girl.There's a moment where i hate myself so much for hurting people surround me,especially the one who are dear.My mum,sister,Mr F, best friends and my lovely housemates.Now,im glad that i have Syawal,where seeking forgiveness apology are easier than the other months.

Generally, i'm really sorry for any mistakes that i did.anything,i mean ANYTHING that might hurt your feeling pleasee..forgive me.if ada yang tak puas hati,you can mention it by mailing me.yela, kalau ade hutang ke ape kn.

Again Happy raya guy!Kullu am wa entum bi kheir!

So far this, this is my fav raya pic! taken yesterday @ kampung halaman Saida,Sitiawan Perak.