Kalau berpacaran

Kalau berpacaran
Memang banyak pantang larang
Menjaga susila
Ibu bapa adik abang

Apabila berdua
Carilah tempat yang terang
Agar tidak pula
Mencuba aksi terlarang

Boleh pandang-pandang
Jangan pegang-pegang
Duduk renggang-renggang
Bertambah sayang

Biar malu-malu
Biar segan-segan
Kerna malu itu
Perisai orang beriman

Kalau berpacaran
Jangan tunggu lama-lama
Kalau dah berkenan
Jumpalah ayah dan mama

Hantarkan rombongan
Meminang dengan segera
Kalau terlambat kasihmu disambar buaya

Yeah
Kita sambung cerita
Kalau kamu berdua
Aku yang ketiga

Aku penambah perasa
Akulah pendarab nafsu serakah
Hai teruna bikin perangai selamba
Hati si dara kata tak apa

Berani buat terima padah
Kalau tak sedia
Ucap syahadah

Improving or not so?

Woot! Time flies real fast! Hari ni minggu last untuk lecture Pediatrics, which means almost sebulan da Fariez jadi 5th year medical student.kalau kat Msia, i might be the happiest person in the world, sbb 5th year is FINAL year! See how BIG final year means to me! (homaigosh, Fatimah, Nadic n Irma, u guys da final year!!, Ika, Nani, Cai, Shahida n the rest of Alex Med Team, lets keep moving. Hoyeah!) 

tak sabar nk tunggu the moment when i can finally make my own graduation entry.Entry graduation day mcm wajib je ade dlm blog/album grad pun mmg wajib ade kn kat Facebook?

Anyway,a month had past..honestly i have to admit that im not improving that much..which is Sad!Still living my life recklessly,still having 7hours of sleeps, even reach 10hours,gosh! i never had a rude awakening to an alarm after a long time.still living a kinda peace life untill i-know-when. yup when the exam is just 4-3 days to go!aa benci. i hate living my life in such way!

After a month ,still i haven't had a real staying up revising all the lectures and the piles of clinical cases were abandoned. i fail in managing my time. i fail to focus on the things that i shud do,worst i spending the time on non-beneficial sort of things (sleep for instants).

sometimes, i'm doubting myself. i claim myself as a student, but fail to discipline as one. I claim that medical life is busy n time consuming but still, i'm waisting every seconds of my life. i claim lectures are too much to be remembered, but i didn't gave an efforts to understand it..

Terukkan? haish teruk betul!  Mak would be disappointed if she discovers the way i lead my life. :( ( fear not, cause she 's not reading my blog, tapi still...)

Well, my mind had identified a goal n directions.. but still having a problem in carrying it out well. 

I need to improve! Everyone should! Today should be better than yesterday.Thus, i must force myself to take an action, why not.

P/s: Nani, Fairuz n Ika. we all have our own misions n visions, don't we? ayuh berusaha!

Teluk Senangin

okie tak susun gambar mcm ni?

There it goes,round and round

i woke up today feeling unwell. feel like the earth doesn't move like it used to be, not according to its orbit, but a bit shaky, and it almost make me fall down.thanks god i was near my bed and got something to hold on.Gosh, what is happening?

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During clinical round,we got a same case with a pretty same Doc to monitor us. It was a case of VSD ( Ventral Septal Defecct )." again?" as the Doctor said, instead of discussing bout the case he decides to ask us some Questions regarding cardiology . but i was not bored with VSD case yet. just not yet. but well, The Doc was the leader. he starts with the very 1st Question. What 's Innocent murmur? i did read bout it, innocent murmur is a physiological murmur occurs in infant which does not show any heart lession.but i'm not sure. it was just my vague memory. Yet, im not sure bout it.

There were several questions, actually a simple one. but we hardly can answer it. As a lecturer it must be a frustration situation when the students can't recall the lecture. i have to admit that i dont give much effort to read thoroughly and remember all the facts. :(  On the other hand, far more  traumatic  frustration is when we, as a students did read the lecture, but can't eventually give an answer to the questions.

We read but we did not record it on our precious memory box then we forgot bout it completely in no time. The contents gone nowhere but the tittle of what we read remains. That's a problem that i'm facing.perhaps others too. :P

whateverla kan. Here are the rest of the questions:

1.Describe auscultation in ASD, VSD, F4, PDA ,Aortic Stenosis and Pulmonary Stenosis.
2.Case : 4 months infant was admited having deep cyanosis and tachypnea. His respiratory rate is 68, with heart rate of 120, there's no murmurs, the chest is free. Have a history of mild cyanosis before.What is the diagnosis and how to manage?
3.Complications of F4 (Fallot Tetralogy)
4.What are the prophylaxis of Endocarditis.
5. 5 Major and 5 minor criteria of Rheumatic Fever
6.Criteria of Rheumatic Arthritis
7.What are the 4 murmurs that may be present in Acute Rheumatic fever.
8.Line of treatment for Acute Rheumatic Fever
9.Complications of RF
10.Complications of F4

The end of the round, i've decided to went back home because im afraid of collapse.It wasn't me of course,it's the earth moving on the wrong directions and as a sequale i feel everything seem moving around me.alhmdulillah the earth is normal now after 3 hours of soundly sleep.

or it just me, waking up,and starting off on the wrong feet/wrong side of bed?

10.10.10

nani kata, ko tak tulis pape ke kat blog..
sbb hari bukn selalu nk jumpe date mcm ni.
fariez lak mmg da bajet minggu depan jela update blog, tak pun bulan depan.

takde mood la sekarang.
Rasa macam kurang kasih sayang duduk kat Mesir ni.
homesick.
lectures banyak nk kena cover.tapi susahnya nk focus.
Pasal rumah tak setel lagi.kadang-kadang terfikir, kenapa kita nk complicated kn lagi keadaan?

Ntahla, yang pasti sy tak berapa suka keadaan life sekarang.
sekian.

( Rindu nya member2 kepochi n classmates yang kecoh dgn perangai yang variable.hope u guys are doing fine.)

Ayuh kembali ke sekolah

momentum belajar yang tak berapa tinggi, jatuh merudum pada hari ke tiga persekolahan. tak tahu mana salah dan silap nya.

Sampai-sampai kat rumah, terkejut beruk tgk keadaan rumah yang da jadi sarang tikus! ada la jugak snap gambar rumah yang dasyat di serang makhluk Allah ni. Tapi tak smpi hati lak nk post kat sini, karang reader(s) yang baca tak lalu nk tgk.

Dapur rumah da di jadikan rumah tetap dia. bawah almari tempat permainaan . Toilet jadi tempat bersukan kot. Sabar jela.tu tak kira Almari kayu yang berlubang, pintu yang berlubang, lantai yang berlubang.. da macam lubang tikus dalam cerita Tom & Jerry je. 

Semoga hati ini tabah dgn ujian.

Ahli rumah masing-masing cari haluan sendiri.. so tinggal la berapa kerat je. Rasa terbeban jugak memikirkan mcm mana nk bayar sewa rumah.dugaan lagi.bersyukur sebab landlord tu consider untuk kurang kan sikit harga sewa rumah.sewa rumah sekarang takda murah, tapi stakat ni mampu lagi.alhmdulillah.

Semoga Allah beri jalan keluar buat hati yang serabut ni. dan kembali semangat untuk terus berjuang as if hari baru hari pertama ke keluah time 1st year.