July 02, 2010

semua da tak sama.

Maybe because i am a women
Ntahla keadaan da tak sama macam dulu..
At least, sekarang..

walau macam mana baek pun layanan dia kat Fariez.
Walaupun selembut mana pun suara dia cuba nk ambil hati Fariez.
walau macam mana cara pun dia buat, untuk tunjuk yang dia care pasal Fariez..

Fariez still tak boleh nk terima dia macam dulu.
Fariez takde rasa nk datang kat dia, untuk share-share cerita,
Fariez takde rasa nk tanya dia apa2..fariez siap boleh redha je, fariez tak tahu pape,
daripada kene bertanya ngn dia..(anyways,i hv others to turn to)
ouh, Fariez tak de hati pun nak cakap dgn dia. nk bertentang mata ape tah lagi.
at least, for now.

Fariez tak benci pun dia,
tapi to accept her as friend/sahabat.i dont think i should.
Imaging that we are  strangers are so much comforting.
and give me a much better feeling.

mungkin esok lusa things will get better..(Fariez tak berharap pun)
Let's leave it, and hope that time will heals it.

Sekarang  Fariez rasa betul la org cakap,
"women can forgive, but will never forget."

p/s: apa guna bertakzkirah n hafal tentang kepetingan menjaga hak-hak sahabat?

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