IGNORE him! (if only i could)

how could i not blog bout this.

the email that i read yesterday keep haunting me.
"u better hate me coz i already hate u..awak bkn sesiapa lg...u'r NOTHING...." i better not reading it at the very first time. tapi kalau tak bace, how culd i noe that someone hate me that much. i bet he was very angry at that time. (and even till now, he is) die repeat ayat "sy benci awak" like banyak kali.and he hate me the most.he said he felt like idiot for knowing me. is it wut u really feel dear?hokie fine.

since i noe him, die tak penah benci kat org, die tak penah marah sape2, die sgt sabar, he is so cool. he always noe the right things to do.he handled problem so well,( he was one of PRS member back in school,Presiden of PRS, which i adored most at that time.) but.. god,wut i've done. i've turn him into a person y penuh dgn kebencian. is it? :(

i dunno, i really can captured this weirdo feeling in words.

i dunno wut shud i do.nani cakap, i shud do nothing, dun text him,dun email him, just get away from him . I G N O R E him .giving him time would be the best. focusing on the next paper. go on life as before, and later, by time, he'll understand and heal himself.hani pun cakap mcm tue.

tapi td, die online, mule2 rs cm tak nk tegur.tapi last2 fariez tegur jugak.noe wut. die trus offline. mmg die sgt marah kn. weird, tangan fariez cm mengeletar time tue. n speechless, seyes.hm,sume pun da besar kn, die mesti tau ape y patut die buat.and i bet he noe the best thing to do is to be invisible to me. okie la, as u wish!

i noe it's not nessecery to post about this.(i just cant help it).let me burst it out. if u feel like dun want to read my daily life stuff.then that's okie.but u r reading till here, so im sorry for that. ;)

thanks to all supporter.

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