renyuk dan hancur

pernah sy rs hati sy renyuk..
mungkin hati sy di buat dari material y mudah renyuk?
kertas barangkali?

dulu hati sy pernah hancur dan berderaian.
itu sifat kaca, hati  sy dibuat dr kaca?

histologically, hati terdiri dari sel-sel terus membentuk soft tissues,
bukan ke soft tisue kalis renyuk dan tidak hacur?

macam mana kalau hati rs panas dan terbakar?
panggil bomba ?

sejenak melayan perasaan

Kenangan tinggal kenangan.

pastinya y indah terpahat, kekal sampai mati.y pahit fariez susun2 ke tepi.

Semampunya, bila sampai bab hati dan perasaan fariez akan cuba elak.

Semampunya..

sudah-sudahla kan..molek benar kalau pandangan y kita punya ini

dilontar ke hadapan. iyalah, apa adanya.

#pic: 1st reunion 505,tahun 2006 at midvalley pizzahut

wordless wednesday

Mabrouk Dr Morsy

Petang tadi betul2,berdebar menunggu keputusan pilihan raya Mesir.Siapa y tak berdebar.Ini titik tolak y penting dalam Islam.Seriously Dr Morsi kena menang. Dalam debaran itu, sibuk je bukak website, update  itu ini.

Oh lagi 30 min lagi sebelum pengumuman! Apa kata.. apa kata, kite baring kejap.. Sambil-sambil baring, dalam hati tak henti mendoakan semoga kejayaan milik Dr Morsy.Mata wajib la tertutup kan, konon feeling cett, sekali tertidur. T_T nyenyak pulak.

terlepas sudah, pengumuman live kemenangan Dr.Morsy. 

Terjaga, pukul 5, itu pun sbb fairuz call bertubi-tubi. excited la tu nk bitau kat org, presiden baru Mesir.

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah.. Syukur pd Allah. (sape y tak buat sujud syukur lg sila berbuat demikian)

Fariez ni jenis hati cepat tersentuh sikit, kalau tengok iklan Milo pun boleh bergenang air mata sbb terharu. Sebut jela semua iklan2 yang mana ada anak-anak berjaya & ibu bapa tersenyum macam iklan biskut tiger tu kan,mmg tacing la.mula la rs sebak, air mata bergenang.. overkan sy. tapi yeah, that's me.

Bila bukak je fb penuh timeline dgn berita kejayaan Dr morsy- terus sebak. *kesat air mata*

Allahuakbar..Ini janji Allah, Islam pasti tertegak satu hari nanti.

Rasa bodoh jugak, sebab before ni tak doa banyak2 lagi untuk kejayaan Dr Morsi.

Bodoh sbb tak 100% yakin Dr Morsi akan menang, kenapa ade sekelumit rasa takut ?

Bukan sepatutnya kena yakin ke?

Ini pengajaran untuk Fariez, kena sentiasa tingkatkan doa. (doa kan senjata kita)

dan kena yakin 100% y Allah akan makbulkan doa!

Hait!* semangat*

Papehal, mabrouk Ejipsi! Mabrouk!

p/s: terikan suara kegembiraan, dgn bunyi hon masih kuat kedengaran dekat luar, buat pertama kalinya,jiwa ini rasa tenang dgr bunyi hon tanpa henti.

Health is wealth

Bila kita kurang sihat, we'll find it's hard or even impossible to enjoy daily life.
I believe everyone would agree with that.there's no doubt.


Alhamdulillah, sekarang i feel healthier & much happier living a life with a gallblader outside my body. hehe I had my gallbladder removed last week, now it's safe and sound in a jar filled with formalin.when i'm bored  i can poke it even.hehehe.i might as well dissect it someday.i'll let u know & will post the pic if i did.


Some might asks, can we live without a gallbladder? obviously,yes! u can see i'm still living & breathing, can't u? A gallbladder is indeed an organ u can live without. It is just a storage of bile which originally produced in the liver. (Bile that aids the process of fat digestion in intestine )upon eating fatty meals, the gall bladder will contracts and releases the bile into intestine.so, without the gallbladder the bile will be constantly delivered into the intestine instead of being stored.ececeh, basic physio terr.


Biliary colic seriously gila punye night mare.i usually had a my everyday combine lunch+dinner meals around 6pm, bila malam je mula la meroyan sbb sakit, then i took a pain killer accordingly and forced myself to sleep.the pain was so intense that i only managed to sleep after 2-3 am. no joke, this's a true story.so agak2 esok nk exam, banyak benda tak study, mmg tak makan malam, sbb tu berat turun :P


Sekarang Alhamdulillah, everything is fine, i even have more frequent bowel movement. I've 4 very small incisions on my abd, btw, for some reasons they look cute kekeke :P .one still oozing a lil bit and the rest look healthy and healing well.They'll soon leave me some scars, but that's not a big deal n i hv no problem with that :) the bottom line is I'm now pain-free.Seriously. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah..

Lap Chole

Esok 6.30 am. Al-Salamah hospital.
It's gonna be just a simple walk in operation,tapi berdebarnye, Ya Allah tak tahula nak cakap.
Bila teringat yang sebenarnye,apa-apa yang terjadi pada kita ni, Allah dah rancang dan insyaAllah itu adalah y terbaek buat diri rasa tenang sikit.

Everything gonna be fine kan. :)
Goodbye back pain,  i can't wait to get well soon :D

Weekend Bits

This weekend just seemed to fly right by... a complete opposite of how last weekend seemed to feel. Last week I've spend the whole day doing..urgh, even i hate to mention it.

This weekend,finally,I'm starting to read cardio text book, which I've had on hold for awhile.Even i may take sometimes to finish it,but to finally had it start give me such a huge relieve.U know it's not the everyday tasks that pull off our energy, but actually it's the undone things.They keep piling up & drains us out even by just thinking bout it. There was a time when i was so stressed out with my to-do-list and i choose to stop writing it .yeah, bijak dalam kurungan .Little did i know that the only way to get rid of the serabut-ness is just by trying to do all the task asap.

I'm looking forward for a more productive + positive coming days.Ehem, I'm so not going to cry/regret on  the day before final exam.

Wordless Wednesday