C for cinnamon buns

yeah! finally...seperti yang sering di katakan usaha itu tangga kejayaan.

Selama ni selalu je berangan nak buat try buat cinnamon buns ni,(saya tak mampu nak pergi cinnabon selalu..so, kene belajar baking jugak ) ngeee.gembira nya saya. nak tahu jadi ke tak, tanya housemates fariez eh.

Fariez kurang rajin nk upload gambar, eh ade 2 gambar ni je..itu pun ambil dari  twitter.

before..

wehuu~

Surely, it's far from perfection but well, i guess.. it's not bad for a beginner.kan kan.kalau bukan diri sendiri yang nak cheerish diri sendiri, who else will?? so.. yeah! Good job Fariez *pat self on back*

this entry will be on new labels: baking just to encourage myself to do more :)

owh, u wanna bake your own cinnabon? go ahead babeh! click me

Team in criminals

Malas nya nak type. tapi nak update.tapi malas. tapi nak update T_T. Make it short la.

• Haritu sibuk pergi cari hadiah untuk birthday nana.
• Esoknya sibuk masak kek untuk birthday nana.
• Esoknya pulak, buat surprise kat Nana, belanja Nana makan kat Coffee Rostery.
• Malam tu ramai-ramai tidor rumah Fariez.
• esoknya, beakfast sama-sama sambil bermotivasi dan berkongsi-kongsi semangat.
• Hari ni bernasib baek sbb tak kena marah waktu clinical round :)
• Malam tadi training netball.

Fariez da tahu da kenapa Aimi ade sekali dalam mimpi Fariez hari tu, sbb nya fariez kene submit assignment kat Aimi last week. tapi lupa laa!!! baru teringat pagi tadi,bila Aimi ingatkan.Rasa bersalahnya .lega da siapkan assgment.Sorrryy Aimi!

Dihantui

dua tiga hari ni, hanya mimpi-mimpi ngeri je bertandang.

kemuncaknya pagi tadi, bila org israel bertubi-tubi menghantar serangan dari udara.dari jauh fariez nampak,awan kelabu berkepul-kepul memenuhi ruang angkasa, letupan yang maha dasyat memaksa fariez lari dari situ. fariez lari.pelik aimi pun ada sekali. kitorang lari sama-sama. sambil-sambil fariez keluarkan hp, cuba contact mak. tapi panggillan tak sampai.

Terkebil-kebil waktu terjaga dari tidur.igt nak msg mak. tapi hp takde coverage.siap-siap pergi kelas.Nasib baek ada baju kurung yang da siap iron..kalau tak, for sure fariez sambung tidur, konon-konon nak tahu ape la ending mimpi tadi.(ceh, ada hati. padahal masa mimpi tu da cuak tahap ape ntah. dasar pemalas!)

sekarang da tahu! ni mesti sbb semalam lalu sebelah starbuck, dan becakap dalam hati."jauh nya food court, lepak sini beli coffee je la.." last-last fariez pergi supermarket, beli air kotak apple Jumbo.

Petang tadi da msg mak, mintak mak datang sini (jeles oo tgk family Une ramai-ramai dtg Egypt). Harap-harap mak consider la cadangan fariez y tiba-tiba tu.

(1st time belajar buat PV examination- failed!! aahhh! benci ah)

Sperm injection

It was exciting to had a chance to see the procedures of sperm injection or to be exact it's called intra cytoplasmic sperm injection (INCI). It's impressing also to know that the Doc who teachs us almost everyday during Clinical round is an expert on INCI.(i was way too excited and decided to blog the video (taken during the procedure) about it live from my hp)

so the other day,the doc told us that he had 18 ovums to be injected with sperms.thanks to Afifah cause previously she did asked the doc to show us the procedures. and yes,we are lucky enough to had that opportunity.

Firstly, he doc show us the ovum.It's nothing but a non-nucleated rounded typical cell.having polar body, and a clear gel like material surrounding it.yeah it's the zona pellucida.The Doc then use this kind of instrument which looked like a needle, it actually a sucker.It suck the ovum to make it stand still.

Fixed ovum with  a needle trying to penetrate it

Then the doc come to a area where sperms are everywhere. I know, that the ovum is much larger than the sperm. but to see it by my own eyes, i actually feel like wow. i'm actully coming from that very very tiny winy little sperm and look how big i am now!!subhanallah.

Sperms are everywhere. Some having a normal figure, some even has a double heads,some moving actively, and some are dormant. The job of the doc are to choose the very best sperm which then injected into the ovum.before injecting the sperm, the doc said " now, i'll crush the tail " and all of us was like "ooooh" :)

this kind of procedure is commonly done for a couple who having an infertility problem, mainly due to sperms (male) problem.Well  u see, how much the technology has expand the ability of the Doc to help the patients. A couple who complaint of not having a child for 5 years of marriage or more now will be happy to get a baby in a few coming months! :)

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stop comparing

i hate myself to be compared!!! if only i can shout it out loud!
Are u heartless? don't ya see that i'm trying.I AM REALLY TRYING u know!
stop comparing me to someone else.

well..to speak in Arabic is obviously my biggest weakness.
and your negativity towards me is not helping to make me any better
but pissing me off

i don't know..sometimes i just feel like ripping people's spinal cord out.

or it's just me having an inferiority complex intensify by an insulting comparisons?

Sensitive issue

Bila nak kawin.

it will become even more sensitive when i'm reach 27 and yet still being single.i know.

walaupun sekarang masih muda remaja tapi isu kahwin da mula rasa menyesakkan dada.sedikit pressure bila orang tanya date dah confirm ke.muka kena yakin je cakap," tak confirm lagi"dalam hati.. "ya Allah, bila la aku nak setel kan pasal wedding ni"

mak cakap" tak payah fikir lagi, belajar dulu "

maka, lepas ni..fikir pasal belajar je ye. ( macam la boleh )

hahaha. nak pikir pasal kawen jugak (pengaruh kawan :) )

P/s: NANI! AKU SAYANG SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT KAT KAU.

Things to do when you're bored

:) Holidays are really a good mood enhancer.no doubt.
tapi bila da selalu cuti, n tak tahu nak buat ape payah jugak kan.mcm sekarang. nk buat ape? takde idea nk buat ape, i mean takde bende yang frz rs nk buat.last-last end up updating the blog.T_T soo un-fascinating. List of Things to do when u bored. (might help, might not, click la kalau takde bende nk buat )

Pre-sale tickets are on sale now for Korean Pop Concert with the Beast. (adv)

So,mid term exam untuk Pediatric da habis. Alhamdulillah & Horray, walaupun Fariez tak puas hati dgn OSCE, tapi hey!! bersyukur lagi bagus kan. Regretting for the past mistakes, wouldn't change anything.If i don't make mistakes during OSCE , most likely i'll never realizes bout it, and likely to make mistake later on, which is more fatal.( positive thinking aite?)

Cuti hari tu Fariez pergi Picnic! Ngee~ i love Picnic! Everyone love a picnic.Don't ya? It's fun and u know, it also much cheaper and healthier than going off to any nearer restaurant.but well, u need a lil courages,kalau malas er, berangan je la.

Just after we finished the OSCE, Liza realized that her ring was nowhere to be found! Chaos sekejap kat department kitorang,cincin tunang kot.After an hour and so, sorang pakcik cleaner dtg, muka senyum-senyum, die cakap die ade jumpe cincin dekat mop.macam tak percaya! :) what a happy ending story.

The next day, kitorang pergi picnic! Malas nk type, boleh baca dekat Blog NanaAin ye.

 NanaAin, Farieza, Hunny, Liza. My circle of friends are the same persons for the past 4 year.Gosh! 4 years already!

Mereka yang dah tak sabar nk makan,dah tak nk posing untuk bergambar.

yela,da pukul 2.30.tak breakfast kot.masing-masing mcm monster.

Ini Pai Daging yang sgt juicy, Hani buat. sangat sedap, tak tipu.

Oh Happy Faces , tak boleh nak sorok-sorok kegembiraan!

Angry bird, favourite game Bob, Nana n Hani.

and the war begin.. money really change people u know.hahaha

Oh, my colourful happy life. please stay!

Deep Tendon Reflex

Semalam Fariez sempat pergi ward mencari patients yang mungkin membantu untuk OSCE esok. Tak banyak pun yang dapat. Tapi okie la kan, daripada duk rumah, habuk pun takde.

The 1st case, quite interesting : Budak lelaki comel dengan horseshoe kidney. Sempat auscultate heart die je. S1, S2 was audible, no added sound, no murmur. lepas tu Bob nk sentuh die, die da tak nak kasi. mama die kate, "huwa tuhib banat bass " (he likes th girls only ) muahaha.Maka, harapan je la nak buat renal angle test. (tak tahu la kenapa rasa macam renal angle test akan keluar OSCE esok, tapi harap- harap tak keluar.boleh ke mcm tu?)

Waktu keluar dari renal ward tu, Mama die panggil,pastu suruh Fariez tgk-tgk kan details dekat health reports. Ade blood, n urine analysis. Fariez terdiam sekejap, sebab tak banyak pun y fariez faham, tak familiar dgn medical short form (cewah, alasan). tapi die ade tulis "N" at every end of the data. Normal la maksudnya kan.So Fariez cakap, " Mafish musykilah, kullu tamam insyallah. Rabbuna yuawiki. Maassalamah" cepat-cepat beransur.

Gosh! macam mane nk jd Doc ni. I'm lack of confidence!

2nd case : Budak perempuan, muka ill gila, (kesian tau tgk). complaining of difficulty in breathing during activities n sleeping.ade edema lower limb, pastu abdominal mass (enlarge tender liver). Heart Failure ! so kitorang auscultate heart budak tu, S1 S2 cannot be heard, murmur was present. Pan systolic murmur best heard over the mitral area, and propagate to axilla. Grade 3 (sbb takde trill) character..erm.. Harsh kot. Differential Diagnosis?? erm ape je yang buat Pan systolic murmur? Mitral incompetence la kot kan. VSD (ventral septal defect ) ? VSD max intensity dekat 3rd n 4th Left space kn.ntah.

3rd case : Cerebral palsy! That lilttle girl is very skinny. kaki die takde muscle langsung, skeleton only! can u imagine that?  Mak budak tu cakap, die dtg hospital ni sbb ade imtihan (exam). okie that's a clue! confirm la ade cerebral palsy patient untuk exam OSCE esok. kan kan. (saje nk sedapkan hati ) Blur gila waktu tengok patient tu, nak cek reflex? deep n superficial.Liza buat plantar reflex, okie +ve Babinski sign.pastu gembira kan. ^_^ Pastu cek clonus, ade jugak owh, so Patient ni spastic cerebral palsy.

er ape lagi.. masing-masing blur.try jugak cek reflex die. nak buat ankle reflex pun kekok gila.hish, T_T ape la nk jd!Maybe this is the cosequences,  bila kelas da abes lama, lepas sebulan baru nak OSCE kan.(tgk, tgk! nk salahkan OSCE punya timing pulak :P ) okiela. thnks for reading. selamat study ye sahabat-sahabat ku.da~

Video : bukan senang nk deal dgn lil kids. but still, Fariez rasa nk jd pediatrician :)

Thanks reader(s) / Viewer(s)

 Terima kasih view blog sy.sbb awak-awak semua la, nuffnag kasi sy cek :)

(Mmg setiap hari jumaat, viewer dr Egypt akan jd 50 %)

Selamat menjawab exam midterm ye kamu-kamu!

Good Luck, Hani, Nana, Liza, Bob,Nik!

Good Luck to my lovely ex housemates : Sarah, Ona, Iman n Nawwar.

GoodLuck kawan-kawan yang laen : Peep, Chem, Atie n housemates,

 Ina dan ahli rumah Aimi, Fazila. Ark, Intan, Yani, Nana Fauzi, 

Damia n housemates, Yuz,Sab, Leyl, Nani, Pah,

 Migha, Zana, Effa, Nissa.Ewa, farahin, Mai, nik Nabilah.

(nama di atas di type secara random )

 Good luck warga Naga Merah y laen !!

Semoga Allah mudahkan kita menjawab exam esok.Amin :)

Haih.Cuak lebih pulak nk  Mid term. MCQs 50 soalan je pun

sebab da lama tak exam kot ?

P/s:sape readers dr Jepun,

Aien Rozaini eh? sy nak password ke blog kamu.

boleh kan?boleh la  :)

Be kind please.

1.Nothing i do is ever good enough.
and i am aware that i will never be able to make everyone happy and satisfied.
people will keep criticizes as much as they want,
and they can even hates for the way i am.
not that i care.cause hates will not break me (us) down, but yours.

2.Nothing i do is ever good enough,
and if someone ever appreciates the things that i'm doing.
Ignore me, n keep it to yourself. that's more that enough.more than enough.

3.i'm not longing for a huge success.
cause for a tiny lil success i will rejoice it as if it's a huge one.
(thanks Prof Dr Yaser )

4.i wanna live a life with a less drama.
because i've learn, that a drama-less life makes me happier.
much much happier.

5.if u have a secret, keep it to yourself!
 Don't blame others when u are the 1st one who blurt it out.
Yes, u are the one to be blamed!

Randomness of today timeline.