salad day

here come the spring.

here come a tragedy on the early of spring.
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i hardly wish that i cud turn the time back..
i dun need it!
but now, i am desperately need it.
whoever can make it, pliz take me back to 1 am, 17 March 08.

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early morning, 17 march
i had told someone bout my big top secrets.
which i am forbidden to tell anyone.
which i had earlier agreed to keep it to only me & myself.
which i wud be so very ashamed if i burst it out.
which for months i managed to ignore it..
but, i was not aware at that time...


did i the one who burst it out???

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what else can i do?? to delete a his memories.
to make him forget all the thing that i said.i can do nothing..
feel like i wanna set sail to other planet, Pluto maybe??
n erase my existent in this little earth.so that i no more need to face all this thing.
[but life in Pluto wud be bored to death]
wawawawawa~

i really not supposed to say anything at the very 1st time.

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i just take this opportunity of having a blog
to xpress myself fully about anything.
n if u happen to read this.

just read. dun bother.
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