big gals dun cry

"....The path that I'm walking, I must go alone

I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry ..." fergie

"big gal sometimes do cry.." unknown wink*

save yur time!

hahaha. who says surfing in the netwill give u nothing and just wasting the time?? (angkat tangan ;P) well, just now , i thought,"i got something!" and it's interesting to me.it's not a newly post thing in the youtube, so i guess, some of us might seen it before.but i had not.in case you had not seen it either, sit back n relax . njoy this "how to fold a t-shirt in 2 second.."




so, sgt menarik kn..let see wut we r going to do with the saved time doing laundry.we~
>>dr.zainal said "jom study dadah dan jamu!"(pharmacology)

under stress condition

fariez banyak lagi tak abes bace. agak tensen la..waktu2 mcm nie,pape je problem y tak kire kecik ke besar ke. rase sgt myesakkan dada. serius, boleh buat fariez rase sesak nafas. and paling truk. dalam keadaan diri yang under stress, kestabilan emosi sgt mudah terganggu. rase home sick adalah bende y normal mejelang peperiksaan. rase rumah y sememangnya jauh, terase laaaagi jauh.

well,now, baru sedar..yang KAWAN adalah bende y pling berharge y kite ade. seseorang y kite bleh bergantung.meluahkan rase homesick. berkongsi kate2 semangat.tempat menceritakan masalah dan tempat mendapat nasihat.kawan tempat frz tanye psl subjek2 yang tak paham.share notes and even study schedule.( hehehe)

okie la, straight to the point!
fariez ngaku y frz bukan kwn y baek. (i am posting about this because i feel,i am not a good friend-to-be).but for the only GOD noe, fariez cube jadi y terbaek! cube sedaye upaye supaye tak sakitkn hati kwn2.in fact, frz cube sedaye upaye tak sakitkn hati sape2. but the truth is, frz pun manusia biase.even kalu frz tak suke frz cakap elok.ye,kadang kasar.im sorry for that!oo well,kadang2 mmg out of control + i hardly can think rasionally, xpecially time2 genting camni.dan bile rse sgt tak dapat kawal emosi, fariez will prefer to say nothing.fariez tak kn cakap pape.i'll says like.."NO KOMEN". fariez tanye jugak kt diri sendiri, slah ke kalau fariez pilih untuk diam?? and if the way, fariez nk mdiam kn diri tue salah. mintak maap sgt..

kepada kawan fariez, who i consider dear n near.anda adalah sgt bermakne bagi sy y bernama farieza. and if fariez tak penah cakap ,frz syg kwn2 frz. here i'll say it out n loud. fariez syg korang.no doubt!

state of emosi: agak terganggu. frz tak suke nages. :'(

self-test

lepas agak berjam2 of non-stop bace commed (community medicine), fariez decided to well, doing bende y fariez suke. which is...surfing on the net! even tho i noe it well that it is not a very good things to do.i shud instead doing sumthing more productive like...er..[i cant think one]

huhu. and i stuck at this site. cant help myself from not taking the tests. i did some, just testing myself. most of the test, like u can noe wut the result will come out when u klik the submit button. but the rest, i got no idea.

here some of the result.

1st>>

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Modifying

Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you. You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion. You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested. You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

What's Your Thinking Style?

2nd>>

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

3rd>>

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well. But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?
er,i dun remember.did i take this test?hehe

4th>>

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

hahaha.so im a weirdo! okie. mr zilzal once penah cakap fariez nie pelik. now it shows that u r pretty rite.ala.nus-nus..

5th>>

Your Ideal Pet is a Little Dog

You're both high strung, hyper, and cute. You're one of the few people who can get away with carrying your little dog in a little bag.

What's Your Ideal Pet?

eeuww~ i hate doggie!! it shud be a cat!

6th>>

Your Life is 11% Off Track

No doubt about it, you are living the right life. You've made some great decisions, and they've definitely paid off. Keep it up. You're on the right track!

Are You Living The Wrong Life?

hoyee!! i glad to read this!!

7th>>

You Are Totally Like Your Mom

You and your mom are practically clones. You think alike, and you even seem to read each other's minds. You're definitely you're mother's child... and that's just fine with you.

Are You Like Your Mom?

mum would hepi to read this. hehe

enuff i think. gtg. commed waiting.da~

lucky or unlucky??

wawawa..sgt lega!!today i had actually, finished all the practical exam. syukur for i had a chance to practise how to take patient blood pressure last nite.(of course manually) kalu tak,sure glabah time practical td.tak tau la,tapi smlm frz mmg tak rs pun nk g practise buat bende tue,sebab erm..sebab fariez rs unlucky person je dapat test tue.huhu, n i got a feeling that i am not one of them.but the truth is always hard to be accepted rite.

this morning, during the exam, each of us got an envelope of question.numbly,i opened it, and got shocked!.sgt tak betuah rupenye diri ini. haha. i reached for the stethoscope and trying to remember all the step and the point which might be asked. and kept reminding myself,"senang je bende nie, jgn gabra"times went on, and i get 110 for systolic pressure and 78 for the diastolic,but after repeat it twice. (nasib la Aqlina,y blakon jd patient tue tak kesah fariez nk buat bape kali pun) carefully i wrote it on the paper.soon, the doctor come and gave me a warm smile.

and guess wut the doctor said."i'll give u full marks for this witout asking any question"and then,he gave a warm smile.at first, i like,e btul ke doctor ni?but then i heard myself non stop saying syukran to that doctor.seriusly,i heard a lalalala song playing in my mind.wut a day.huhu.that was the end of my practical exam for my 3rd sem.

happy ending.

it's washing time.

it was 12.40 am. fariez slalu nye sgt sensitive dgn bunyi hp.tp td ms fariez bagun da ade 3 msges [gudnite sms] ;). camne leh tak sedar??fariez tdur dgn nyeyaknye.huhu,mungkin sebab sgt letih di siang hari.tired of doing nothing.kalu org tanye fariez buat ape ptg td. or shud i called smlm. n, i would say..jap nk igt blik..oo,i do nothing xcept of non-productive things.tapi smpai kul 1 lebey frz tak kua pun dr selimut lagi.i noe i have to study that 66 pages book or else "matila".tapi bunyi2 y cam seram tue buat frz tak nk bergerak.i prefer to stay still in the blanket. i really dunno what was that sounds.i just make an assumation that it was the neighbour next door making a weird sound while making a coffee to make him/her stay up. but why on earth that sounds feel like soo very near??

i tried so hard to continue my sleep but i cant.teringat n terbayang2 kat buku practical y in progress to be finished .lol.i better finish it today!

erm, anyway,recently, i just figure out that i adore those web-designer more than i do to those who get 4 flat for medical school.haha.tibe2 teringat kat yaser. (a tall and young guy with a brilliant grey matter.he must been studying so very2 hard that he managed to get four flat for every sem + get full marks for pharmacology paper last sem.) maybe, just maybe if i put more effort then, i will be just no difference with yaser. it will not be in my dream but on real life.in fact, my mum always say quite a same thing like "akak boleh punye ,kalu rajin,rajin sket je lagi."but im toO...er. oraite, back to the topic. yup, now that im soo into the desingning, art n stuff.shud i take out my brain and leave it in the washer machine to clean it up?? perhap, if we have a washer machine. So, it seem like i am going to wash my brain manually.wink*

physi0 100x!!

"it not about wut ppl think about u, it is all about wut u think of yourself! chaiyok2 farieza! "

hapiness exist..

well,happiness is always there..but who can find it ??

"no person can find hapiness xcept in himself, but he has to be guide to the best way of finding it, which may be summed up as the need to be sincere, courageous, hard working ,nloving towards people, cooperative and unselfish. happiness is not a myth, it is something very real and enjoyed by many. WE CAN ENJOY IT TOO. if we learn from experience and take full benefit from wut we have gone tru. if we patient, we can xplore and learn much from ourselves, we can rid ourselves of many physiological n psycological diseases with knowledge, we can live the lives of ALLAH has given us, without ingratitude, disobedience, or misery"dr. A'id Al-Qarni.

so jgn 'menjual ikan' [selfish] !!

[currently: posting from nawwars'pc.]

my 21st

Too much to tell bout that special day.Yet not enough time left. sgt bnyak lg y tak cover for this coming exam. Well, in short. this 1o jan 2008 which had turn me into "dua puluhan" was full with suprises, and i learn a lot. hell, LOTS !! and it is all about a beautiful story of a never ending relationship which is called FRIENDship. Maceh korang! a BIG hug n a lot of kisses for korang.*muah* may the Almighty repay u guys for this priceless memory! erm, i wish i can list down all the name of those people that lighten my day in this entry.huhu..later la ek? for afraid that i may look like membodek korang. hehe.

Ps : anyway, Nana,Hani,Innocent,Liza n her housemate mmg best+kewl.

practical exam!

I think , it will be a while until i post the next entry ,and this is because..

PRACTICAL EXAM.
biochemistry 5 jan6 jan
histology 12 jan
pathology 13 jan
anatomy 14 jan
pharmacology 15 jan
physiology 21 jan22 jan

To all alex team and xpecially to the the gals of Sec 5 , and Mr zilzal. Best of luck! rabbana yusahhil, insyallah.