April 21, 2011

overwhelmed by anger

semalam hari yang tak berapa nak bagus dari pagi sampai malam.

subuh kat Alex skang pukul 4 macamtu.mmg tak pernah la tak tidor lepas subuh.macam biasa akan bangun semula pukul 6 lebih untuk breakfast, iron baju,kemas beg dan pergi kuliah.Sekarang fariez da start posting opthalmology, Lecture start awal, pukul 8 pagi. dan lecturer2 semua pun sharp on the dot.

Semalam bangun pukul 7:20am. what the heck? paling-paling lewat untuk berjalan ke station tram 3minit (paling laju), tunggu tram dan perjalanan ke kuliah selalunya 7 minit at most. Dari station tram ke lecture hall,tingkat 2, 4minit kot? maka perjalanan ke kelas amik masa paling-paling 15minit. Konklusinya kena keluar rumah 7:45 sharp.

bangun at 7:20++am.Gila. Tapi bersyukur sebab sebelum  fariez tidur semalam, da iron baju dan tudung siap-siap. buku da masuk dalam beg dengan labcoat. Botol air da isi.Pendek kan cerita,sampai lecture on time tp tak sempat breakfast. Rasa miserable sbb tak sempat breakfast.

Habis lecture nak makan Burito, maka ambil Tramco dan turun dekat biblotica (Library Alex). Nasib tak bak. Mo'men takk jual Burito hari ni. Huh?? Dari Library nak balik rumah, cam da dekat.. nak amik tramco or teksi mmg tak berbaloi. Pulang la ke rumah berjalan kaki dgn perut yang lapar. Dah samapi rumah baru terfikir kenapa tak beli je bende laen. Nak jugak burito.Mengada.

Sampai rumah internet takde.Since plug router wifi terbakar weeks ago, internet mmg ntah hapa-hapa. Suka-suka je ada takda. Pekerja internet provider tu datang lagi untuk fix. Dia bawak router baru. 30 minit jugak baru siap semua. Elok je die keluar rumah. Router baru tu boleh pulak on off.. Akhir sekali takde internet connection. Die datang semula bawak router laen pulak. lepas Asar mcm tu baru siap semua. Still internet lembab. Die kata sebab penggunnaan internet kitorang da sampai limit.Habis tu selama ni kitorang paid 130egyption pound untuk limited internet??. Die kata ini policy baru. Lol. lawak ape ntah.

currently internet speed kitorang 256 eh?

Lepas magrib, tak tahu la apa yang letih sangat.. Fariez tertido sambil maen Spider Solitaire. Baju kurung tak tukar, contact lens tak bukak. Pukul 12 tgh malam terjaga. nak tidur semula tapi lapar. Baru teringat tak makan malam. tgh hari makan roti butter, yogurt dgn 6 ketul nugget. Teringat Barli yang hangus semalam. Sebab maen solitaire dan tertidur.

Bende yang nasib baik, malam tadi..Fariez masak Megi, Alhamdulillah ada Megi. (jarang beli Megi, sbb kalau ada mesti rasa nk makan selalu) Elok je, da siap megi, hujan turun.. cubalah kalau fariez tak sedar hujan..Tentu kuyup carpet, selimut dengan cadar yang fariez sidai ptg tu.

The worst part. malam tu lepas angakt semua yang di ampaian, fariez cam marah-marah & mengamuk. Rasa bodoh je.Kan bagus kalau sabar??

April 15, 2011

tweetpeeps

Ini adalah unofficial mini hang out with my tweetpeeps.

Directly after the final paper to Delight Restaurant we go ! The restaurant is somewhere in Semouha, Alexandria. A very nice place to indulge with lavish western foods and delicious cakes.

Here's some of the most relaxing happy moment.randomly.


Nik Arif.revise jawapan.He will definitely score. i just know. Fariez rs Nik punya new hair stail suit him the most.anyway, nik tak gay. ( sometimes i've doubt bout it.hahaha ) :P


Qiqi : Blur pic of her, fariez punya camera kecik hati tgk nikon. that's why la..Note that qiqi tgh pegang Pediatrics esei questions.
Wa hena bardu (dan di sini pun sama) Busy cek jawapan.Somehow rasa cam something missing.. pastu Fariez figure out, Bob ngan Liza was not around :(

Ini Azreen.Azreen tutup mata dalam semua gambar dlm camera fariez .Seriously.

Meor upon arrivals. Jalan kaki tau.Fariez kagum sekejap.

Nik yang diet together dgn Johannas yang dah kawen?  :P

Ni bukan blog makanan, so takde gambr food. 
(sebenarnya fariez tak reti tangkap gmbr makanan, frz reti makan aje.) kekeke

One of the tweetpeeps yang sepatutnya dtg. Sebab ape ntah tak jadi dtg?? Diorang cakap, cantek warna baju kawen mereka, and i just agree. yellowish orange and a little tint of goldish better than plain purple.

that's the most sincere happy face of me! Spot me in orange dress.

All girls.
Flamming red Nut the photographer . The end :)

Hope to have another meet up next time!

April 08, 2011

Resilience and whatnot?

What's up with the past two melancholic entry?

Well, obviously i'm under-pressure, having an extra paper & osce compare to the others batch mate.I should envy them, but i'm not! cause they are so loving and supportive! Got a phone calls asking how i'm doing, how was the osce going on.Nani even willing to be together during the tough time,she accompany me with my fast osce revision like i'm her baby sister.Really she such an angle! May Allah bless them for all the prayers they have make for me.

Final exam really has the power to make mood labile and fragile,everyone knows that, it goes unspoken. it's examination.what am i expect?  giving me pressure is its nature! Fret not, everyone feels it, i'm not alone.u are not alone ! :)

As long as i have the potential energy to recover and keep the positivity inside.i would have no problems to bounce back! maybe higher than before.Insyallah.

Ps: Ika, Nani, Fatimah.. who always there n understanding. i really really wanna u to know that i love u guys. we been through many harsh time with our study, but it's really not the reasons for us to lost faith! Hope the positive energy will help us to be resilience and  facing any obstacles that life has store for us would be just another stepping-stone ? :)




April 05, 2011

beban surgery esok hari

Di saat hati berkecamuk, kubutuhkan seseorang memeluk ku erat,
jernih air mata yang mengalir ku pohon disapu pergi,
lalu kemudiannya ku sedar, aku tak perlukan sesiapa
kecuali DIA.

please la percaya, gagal sekali bukan bermakna kita gagal selamanya.


April 04, 2011

pretty nice thing

Tadi da type panjang tapi tak habis-habis , banyak sgt nak cerita kat blog ni. last-last rasa cam give up haha. Actually a pretty nice thing happened to ma life hari ni.

ntahla, kadang-kadang fariez rs cm tak deserves semua ni. Tp Allah knows best...

my ever wish, fariez harap sgt dapat selalu senyum macam ni, tak kira dalam waktu suka atau duka. Facing troublesome with a smiling face such a coolness kan ?