25

I'd always feel that there'll be a big changes in life when i'll reach my 25th birthday,hehe sekarang dah 25 tahun ade ke perubahan yang besar? :P

Turning 25 years old means i've got another one more year before i finish my degree.wehuu! Secara jujurnya, rasa macam lambatnya nak grad. Orang lain dah lama got their scrolls, dah kerja, sibuk outstation sana sini, dah ada kereta ada extra money pergi spa &  facial , some dah ada master and recently Mira msg kt facebook, saying that she going to UK sambung Phd, masyaAllah.

There's some particular things that i do regret, and also there's some things that i wish i could change but  i dont have rewind button to press on. not  even a pause or stop button. Tapi bila pikir-pikir, sebenarnya, i dont need pun the ability to go back in time :)  i dont need to correct anything that had happened in the past. Apa yang perlu Fariez buat, pandang ke hadapan kan dan jadikan kesilapan yang lepas sebagai guide line, and the fact that Allah actually had planned the best untuk hamba-hambanya buat Fariez rasa lega.

Sekarang Fariez taknak fikir banyak-banyak pasal benda yang dah lepas, taknak risau sangat pasal apa y akan jadi in the future,sebab semua Allah dah aturkan, semua adalah terbaik untuk Fariez.Fariez just kena usaha , usaha, dan doa.

Ika Suhaimi!

Apsal ko selalu mcm biskut.kejap ada kejap takde.
blog da private tak invite aku pun kan.
Fb kejap ada sekejap takde.
aku mmg la tak on ym, tapi skype insyallah ada je.
dulu bukan ko selalu on skype jugak ke?

kan da susah aku nk wish happy birthday :)

what's left?

Aktiviti sengaja menyeksa diri - tengok gambar makanan waktu lapar. T_T

Anyway, kitorang pergi Balba' (seafood restaurant @Downtown ) last week to celebrate her 23rd biryhday. This time around, we plan nothing, no birthday surprise party instead we just had a simple iftar/dinner together.

Truthly, tak rasa happening sangat,it's sebab xxxx wasn't around? i dont know or it might be just me. Macam mana ntah nak cakap,malam tu kan i don't know how to react and can't analysis exactly how i feel.Like something is missing,seriously, but cant hardly figure out what it is.ya know what i mean? (like i care anyway)

yang pasti, i was so helpless and had no willing power to thrw it out.you know, like we used to do with bff ,we just speak out what bothering us something like that. Tapi malam tu i rather just sit in silent, melayan last year memories which is left.

Last but not least Happy Birthday dearie.

Sampai Syurga

Fariez sepatutnya teruskan membaca , memahami dan cuba mengingat fakta-fakta Obstretric and Gynecology yang masih berbaki 25 lectures.Rasa gementar dan risau menghantui setiap hari, tika bangun pagi."bila la nak habis semua nih? mampu ke nak habiskan?" tak kira lagi lectures surgery, pediatric, Neuro dan Psychiatric!Bertimbun! Lagi sebulan lebih nak final okie. "Layak kah aku untuk bersenang-senang ??"

Masa untuk menaip di sini pun fariez da mula berkira.Tapi untuk kali ini, Fariez janji akan habeskan sekurang-kurangnya dua lecture O&G lepas siapkan entry ni.Sebabnya, Fariez takut momentum yang fariez rasa akan hilang kalau ditangguh-tangguh.

Nak cerita pasal birthday sebenarnya :)


"Happy Birthday dear fariez! It's another yr celebrate ur bday.Pejam celik da 5 thn kita bersama2 kan.Eh dh 24 dh!Bila entah nk kawen ni? Fariez kita doakan awk cemerlang dn dipermudahkan dlm apa jua urusan..baik future karier or love life.kita nk belanja Cinnabon hr ni, free tak after Asar?"

Hai, org nak belanja takkan nk tolak kan.So we went to Cinnabon lepas asar.anywayyy, kawan frz tu siap jemput frz kat rumah tau.so sweet kan.fariez ni jenis cepat terharu sikit, rasa nk nges bila dilayan sebegitu.tapi fariez act normal aje.tak mahu di lihat labile.

Paling terharu, bila kawan fariez ni bagi wish, pendek dan ringkas je.."Semoga kita berkawan sampai ke syurga" Saat tu, satu perasaan aneh menusuk di kalbu tak mampu didefinasikan. Yang pasti saat itu hati ini betul-betul tersentuh. "tak penat ke berdepan dengan kerenah fariez yang berbagai sampai sanggup untuk bersama berkawan dgn fariez hingga syurga?"

Malam, sebelum tidur wish tu macam terngiang. lalu sebak menyelubungi. "mampu ke fariez untuk bersama-sama diorang di syurga?" Personally, terasa tidak layak untuk ke syurga.Jangan dicomparekan dgn sahabat-sahabat Nabi, nk dicomparekan dgn diorang pun banyak betul beza.

Mereka yang fariez kenal, sahabat yang manis dalam setiap ucapan, tak pernah ada nada tinggi dalam percakapan, sentiasa tampak kemas dan alegan tanpa mengadaikan aurat, tak lelah mencari ilmu dan antara student yang hebat, Tak lokek kasih sayang dan senyuman. Ibadah mereka juga tak kurang , kalau tak penat, pasti bangun awal untuk qiam. Muslimah yang patut dicontohi.

Malam tu, fariez nangis sepuasnya..syukur pada Allah dipertemukan dgn orang-orang seperti ini.Persahabatn ini adalah hadiah birthday yang tak ternilai. Semoga suatu hari nanti Fariez mampu untuk jadi seperti mereka , bersama-sama mengejar syurga. Amin.

happy birthday kak Fatin !

 P/s: birthday kak fatin diraikan oleh ahli rumah dan kawan-kawan terdekat yang sudi dtg di Pizza Queen,Green Plaza. (gambar last takde kne mgena dgn birthday kak Fatin, saje upload ;)

better late than never

Happy birthday Fairuz Happy Belated Birthday.

I hope your days are special as u are and Pray that world will be kind to you

May Allah blessing n guidance are always with you

I wanted u to know that  my support n love are always for you.

and remember that u are loved unconditionally.

(picture was taken on 28th Sept @ Teluk Batik with a blur silhouette of him) 

23th,eh 22nd :)

it was like forever nak upload pic kecik ni!

internet saaaangat siput!

Nani! happy 22nd Birthday.

konon-konon nak buat entry panjang-panjang,da siap draft dr last month tapi(cewah nk start bagi alasan) tapi, rasenye better type spontan. hehe,cam nampak ikhlas terus keluar dari hati ke jari dan seterusnya ke blog :) haha,pape jela.

Nani, i'm wishing u all the best in your life and may happiness is always yours.whenever sadness or unhappy things happen, remember that Allah always be with you and i'll be there for U, Cai pun ade,and your parents too.

Thanks for being my best friend ever! (seriously,i'm glad that i have u as my Melon )Love You to bits budak Gemok.haha. muah!

Hani!! It's your Birthday :)

Happy Birthday Hunny/ HOney/ Hani/ Nabilah

hahaha, banyak betul nama awak.pilih la yang mane2 eh :P 

Okie.The best Pic ever! Fariez suka gmbr ni :)

Kitorang suka je buat suprise kat Hani.Tapi tak penah punye berjaya.Cik Hani suka rosakan plan kitorang. So,this time, kitorang kinda malas nk buat surprise for her birthday.If only u guys know macam mane rasenye bersusah payah buat plan, konon2 nk surpriskn Hani, and at the end of the day..Hani cam da tau..urrgg! tak best.maka,tiada lagi kejutan-kejutan utk birthday kali ini ye.

Kitorng just send an SMS suh die dtg Carefour.Done.

tapi last minutes, kitorang decided nk nyorok.hahaha.tinggalkn meja ngn Belon n kitorang lari g nyorok!haha, muka Hani sgt blur msuk Fuddruckers tgk kitorng takde.I should have snap your pic masa tu.

This is my Friend Loa-Loa. wanna know what Loa-Loa stands for, go and ask Mr know-everything-Google!

Actually all of us have a Parasit name,tapi Loa-loa y paling best.bcause it suits Liza best! 

what was mine? tak igt da.

Lil Birthday Girl- Happy la tu..:)

Ini kawan Loa-Loa and Honey.Mereka mature lagi dari Honey.hik3

Honey order Ribeye Steak it cost Le 106. oouh, mentang-mentangla org belanje.

Again nk buat surprise la kan, We all da surh abg waiter tu sorokkn kek. waktu nk suruh waiter keluarkn kek.Honey da pandang2.pastu senyum-senyum.Hani..hani.. awak ni..bg la chance kat kitorng buat surprise..

Hunny bunny with her Choc Moist Birthday Cake.hope she likes it.

Marvelous la.supper yummy..:)

hahaha,lepas makan kek suma..konon-konon nak balik la.. sekali baru terigt..birthday kad unuk Hani tak siapkan lagi.Lawak aah.So, kitorng terpaksa ttup mata dia, meanwhile sorang-sorang tulis kat kad tu..

Liza da penat nk tutup mata hani. ganti dgn Nana pula.Seriously,Hani was so energetic masa ni..awak bising gila tau Hani.sume org dlm Fuddruckers tu pandang kitorng.tapi kitorng control-control cun, buat cam nothing had happened.

Here is the Lurvelyy Birthday Card..

Her Face expression is enough to make us happy. we are all Happy bila awak Happy tau.

kitorang pakse Hani buat muka terharu.and siap pakse hani Nangis 

(konon-konon terharu sgt la kan dgn usaha kitorng) 

The four of us.And the balloon, we named it SunShine.Last time,Hani la y nak sgt Balloon tu, tp Nana taknk belikan, Nana thought it would be nice moment to buy the it on Hani's Birthday.

Da abes Makan..this is before we decide to go Green Plaza pulak.

Ape lagi yang ada kat Green Plaza ..Bowling!

Again: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUNNY DEAR!

Siapa tak suka Chilis??

Siapa tak suka chilis? tambah-tambah kalau ade org nak belanje makan kan kan? im sure everybody would never say NO :) Harap-harap Liza happy with the treat!!



anyway, smlm kitorang buat surprise birthday celebration for Liza at Chilis downtown. i dont know siapa yang mula-mula come up with the idea to culik Liza.hehehe mesti Nana n Hani!nway the plan was like this..

Nana pretend to be sick and ask liza to accompany her to the clinic,so mase Liza on the way to rumah Nana, Liza punye housemates da keep ready dari belakang pastu tutup mata liza, and culik die pegi Downtown. Meanwhile  Fariez, Nana, Hani n the others da siap-siap tunggu dekat Downtown with the cake!

Aizad,Nana n Honey (the mastermind)

Liza mase tu measti cam da risau2 je. jalan pun sgt slow and setapak-stapak je.Pastu  housemates cerita, Liza tak henti-henti jerit. ekeke.Pakcik Taxi siap tanye diorng ni buat ape. Mesti pakcik taxi suspect diorng nk culik Liza.ekeke It was hillarious.

Liza with her housemates( ketawa jahat)

while waiting for Liza

upon arrival..

Fattylicious!

All of us

We really hope Liza njoy her birthday celebration :) Semoga mnjadi salah satu kenangan terindah  buat Liza.
Happy birthday Liza!! Muah xoxo


p/s:Liza, u know we are facing the same problems for all this while,(bout our study, relationship n all) Fariez harap Liza tak giv up, because im not going to, kite kene keep on  taw.lagi dua tahun je. hait!

okie sambung study !

I Dont Feel old at All

A cake with 23 candles on it.

Control. supaya tak nampak obvious muke happy.

saya segan sebenarnye

1st hour of being 23 years old on 10.01.10 :)

Thnks for make me feel like i'm an ANGEL

(tho i know im not)

The celebration

Nana, Happy birthday! kitorang syg awak!

Finger liking good.i just love this cake!

Oreo Madness!! :D

:))

                           

    Birthday Girl. Just turning 21

                            

Us

                  
                             

Da kenyang n gembira.Jom  balik!

 fariez nmpak kurus! i like this pic.hee :))

fariez malas nak type pnjang2.sekian.