I love you too!

senyum sampai telinga lepas call mak :) 

Kakakdah cakap Selamat Hari Ibu dekat mak.Yeah!

(Selagi tak cakap, selagi tu la rasa macam menanggung beban kat dada)

Mak cakap "Terima kasih. I Love You.."

Then, cepat-cepat akak cakap, "I love u two,three, four Mak!"

P/s :Mak selalu tak percaya, bila akak cakap,
Mak adalah orang yang paaaaaling kakak sayang dalam dunia ni.
(mungkin sebab kakak selalu buat Mak susah hati.Tahun ni akak taknak buat mak sedih-sedih dah )

Paraganglioma- Datin Orchid Abdullah

Fariez da janji nak habiskan 4 lecture opthal malam ni..but  only I managed to read two before i get distracted by the internet!

Penyanyi veteren 60-an yang popular dgn lagu penawar rindu,Datin Orchid Abdullah as reported in the newspapers is currently suffering from han hormon tidak stabil.According to her youngest daughter, it's  paraganglioma.

There's only one hospital in Malaysia yang offer the treatment for that tumour probably bcause it's a very rare tumour.This tumour occurs with an estimated annual incidence of only 1 case per 1.3 million people!! been diagnose having a cancer such a thunderstruck, and having the rare one make it tragic somemore.Her family must be very tough for Allah had chosen them to face all of this...

Her daughter said that a tumour was surgically removed in 2008, however in 2010 her mother was again diagnosed for the same tumour and so it was removed for the 2nd time.But unfortunately, her mother is still ill, still having all the symptoms.and recently, by investigation (CT scan, MRI or something) the doc found that the tumour had spread to skull, backbone, literally, all over her body! Surgical removal is no longer an option, laser is not possible either. :( If i was that Doc, I don't think i can bear that kind of findings. Such a heart-breaking. yeah, the findings is even harder to the families members to accept.

Based on my reading, (from emedicine.medscape) the tumour send metastases only in 4% of cases. which supposedly gave me a huge relieve. in other words, it's rare for the patient to have a spread tumor. but it is vice versa here. Instead of the small percentage, the patient suffers from it. Ya Rabb, give her strength please.. really, this teach me not to take cancer easily and overlook on it just because of the statistics. bcause i might be surprised by the fact that this particular patient is a part the statistic.

Again 4% of the tumour are functional means that it's not just a dumb mass, but capable of secreting clinically significant hormones (catecholamine, dopamine, NE ) and yes she's one of those who having the active secreting mass...

i don't really know how to end this entry..

but well, i do know that she desperately needs a cure. Let's together pray for her freedom from cancer ,and above all,let's pray that Datin Orchid and her familiy stay strong  strong to fight the cancer. Last but not least, Let's together study hard, for we are the one who gonna be the helping hands!Insya Allah.

P/s: i wasn't really interested in medical field before that.but yeah, but it was like years ago.i am a new me, Doc Farieza in a few year!

Taiping - Memoryland

Fariez tak tahu kenapa fariez suka sangat Bandar Taiping. Maybe sebab banyak memori indah tercipta kat sana?? Bila sampai Taiping rasa macam memori-memori tu di re-fresh semula, lalu sebuah filem tanpa bunyi tertayang dlm kotak fikiran..kenangan..

Masa revolusi Mesir, sempat lagi singgah Taiping. Saja nak jalan-jalan.Singgah rumah Opah & cari mee udang kuala Mak Jah.Unfortunately, kedai makan Mak Jah tak bukak hari tu.

Alang-alang da sampai kuale sepetang,kitorang cari jugak la Mee udang. Kedai mana-mana pun tak kisah. (lapar lagi pun) So, ini mee udang dekat-dekat dgn kedai Mak Jah. Sedap!! Fariez puas hati :)

Lepas makan, pergi rumah Opah. Bile sampai-sampai rumah opah berbau durian .Rupanya opah baru je beli durian..ngeh3, puas makan durian.Rehat-rehat jap, lepas tu kami pun bersiap-siap untuk pulang.

Sebelum balik kitorang singgah Taman Tasek Taiping! Jatuh cinta tau dengan tempat ni..Hijau je.. Sejuk mata memandang.

Cantik kan kan kan..Kitorang jalan-jalan je pun, borak-borak.. (tapi berpeluh-peluh jugak la) Tengok orang jogging,tengok orang maen bola, ada yang tangkap udang.. memancing. (boleh ke sebenarnya memancing dekat Taman Tasek Taiping?)

Kalau rumah dekat-dekat sini, mesti fariez datang jogging selalu. ceh berangan.i definitely will apply keje dekat Taiping. Hospital Taiping maybe?

Semua orang ada satu tempat yang die rasa sgt significant dgn diri masing kan.and as for me, it's Taiping!!

oh ya.most of the pics above was photograph by Mr Fairuz. Photography is his passion (but not anymore, i guess). Have look on his Flickr got all his best collections there.

Top 12

how do you interpret this bar chart?
confius on how should i react. should i be happy or be scared!?

Anyways, Tq  PCI (Perubatan Cawanagan Iskandariah) for the traffics.

Get Married soon

Is it the tittle that misdirect u to my blog?? if yes, Sorry..but literally i mmg sengaja pun nk misdirect korang.

anyway, "why i'm sooo in a rush to get married?" seriously that particular quest keeps popping up and like whipping through my mind. Even i'm sick with that question coming from mum,sista, brother and it was like the whole family members keep throwing me the same question. (but friends? u know, they never ask but give full of non-stop support :) )

Well, who is there to be blame. Is it okie, if i  blame the sosial pressure for the tension that i'm abandoned with? because i really hope that i'm anaesthezied from all this social pressure.Get free from this tinge of mind torture. Gosh, why is it hard to believe that every single things come combo with a reasons?


fuhh! Enough.
Anyway, sebenarnya kan Fariez was searching bout How to live moderately as a Muslim (inspired by someone) macam mana ntah boleh misdirect ke entry blog orang.Ala,cerita pasal kawen macam magnetic power,having the forces that pull me towards it and give something like a magnetice excitement/ self-excitement or something ?


uh, merepek je.Assignment tak siap lagi T__T 
okiela rader(s), have a read on this.

1. KETIKA MENCARI CALON

Janganlah mencari isteri, tapi carilah ibu bagi anak-anak . 

Janganlah mencari suami, tapi carilah ayah bagi anak-anak.

2. KETIKA MELAMAR

Anda bukan sedang meminta kepada orang tua/wali si gadis, 

tetapi meminta kepada Allah melalui orang tua/wali si gadis.

3. KETIKA AKAD NIKAH

Anda berdua bukan menikah di hadapan penghulu, tetapi menikah di hadapan Allah.

4. KETIKA RESEPSI PERNIKAHAN

Catat dan hitung semua tamu yang datang untuk mendoa’kan anda, 

kerana anda harus berfikir untuk mengundang mereka semua dan meminta maaf apabila anda 

berfikir untuk BERCERAI kerana menyia-nyiakan do’a mereka.

5. KETIKA MALAM PERTAMA

Bersyukur dan bersabarlah. Anda adalah sepasang anak manusia dan bukan sepasang malaikat.

6. SELAMA MENEMPUH HIDUP BERKELUARGA

Sedarilah bahawa jalan yang akan dilalui tidak melalui jalan bertabur bunga,

 tapi juga semak belukar yang penuh onak dan duri.

7. KETIKA RUMAH TANGGA GOYANG

Jangan saling berlepas tangan, tapi sebaliknya justru semakin erat berpegang tangan

 noted: 7 point of wise words above is kopipes from TARTUS